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hi tots, how are we all doing this week?

me doing ok I guess?? not sure if anyone still reads this but like yeet

Tuesday

Had subcom meeting, had exec meeting. Was so funny, Taimur's yellow shirt double squad left their o-week shit in our meeting room so we all dressed up. 

Wednesday

Phuc picked me up and we drove to uni, were wearing matching 50/50 shirts and it was raining so I had to borrow a matching Oroton umbrella from his car XD. Went to matsci to study for most of the day and squad gifted me my white lacostes hehehhe they r so pretty but fuck so scared of getting them dirty omg.

Went to my comp lab with Maria, got our  board thingo and then went back to Seb to study. Was feeling super duper ceebs so took a break to go to maccas to get nuggets to share with Dalz. We watched a few eps of Love, Death and Robots and it was soooooooooooooooooo GOOD OMFG.

Then Phuc drove us both home :)

Manly's new baby was born ex deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Thursday

I think I drove Phuc to uni?? Can't really remember tbh. Oh yeah lol we were stuck in 1.5 hours of M5 traffic wanted to neck myself, but found lit upper campus parking!! Went to lib to study a tiny bit before my FEA lab. 

Did nothing with Wesley AGAIN for one hour of our lab. LOL went to ask Briscoe ONE question -.---------- im so scared of him omfg.

Then went to Seb to study a bit. 

Had WIESoc bonding and played mafia, ate some uber eats and had to hide my cheeseburger cus scared that Vivian would tell me off for buying food beforehand OMFG I just wanted to save money OK. 

coordinated outfits with Niina and we went to the bathroom and wildly danced to Sally Walker while Bree was like wtf

Had a really depressing drive home lowkey disappointed in maself.

Went home and tortured my cat with my love. SHE DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK.

Friday

was supposed to meet Niina at 8am at uni but woke up at 8 instead oops

had brunch at Whitehouse after Amy's exam yeeeeets. Whitehosue has seriously decreased in quality since first year :(

was supposed to go out with just Jo and HAVE A WHOLESOME LIT NIGHT cus we were both just so done with people flaking but then Amy joined us which was a yeet but she brought along with her Jono, Kevin and Jess??

like I was just in a pissy mood from that point on cus Kevin and Jess were basically fucking in the middle of the road, Amy and Jono were flirting so much and just KLJF;LAJSD;FLKJASLDFKJ they were doing nangs in the alley and I'm tryna cut back on ratchet things these days

Before it got that ratchet tho, we went to sanct and jo and i sculled two drinks to celebrate my birthday xddddd it was wholesome. ran into Alice Ao from sghs badminton lmaooooooooooooooo

had to go into a sex shop to get condoms for Kevin and Jess and it was the most embarrassing thing I have ever done. dunno why we didn't just go to woolies or coles but ffs WAS SO MAD i was just throwing the condoms at Kevin and being like IS THERE CONSENT???

then Lianne messaged me being like Lizzie and I are at Chicken V so I dropped by and ended up drinking a few more shots with them. They cheered me up a lot and their squad is always so friendly even after the time VSA joined them and didn't pay for the alcohol xD

went to Central and o m f g had a conversation with some random people on the platform and one of them spoke French so I started flexing my French but I really didn't remember anything except for "brush teeth" and nice to meet u.

funny how chatty lonely people can be @ me

Saturday

woke up late, went to eat yumcha with the fam then tutored Lily. It always doesn't feel like a chore when I'm tutoring her.

Then went home and did absolutely jack allllllllll watched so many michael jackson videos 

Sunday

Tutored Aidan, had lunch with sis and Angus in Cabramatta then bought Coco and went to Amy's house.

"studied" there and by studied I mean WATCH QUEER EYE AND MORE MICHAEL JACKSON COMMENTARY HOLY SHIT im actually obsessed.

was feeling super tired despite sleeping a lot.

Monday

Drove Amy to horse riding and watched her ride. She fell off really badly and Stephen coincidentally was filming at that exact moment LMFAOOOO

me tryna save money on food by buying 3 for $3 every day but then buying a $5 iced coffee

sitting in Ainsworth trying to program my dumbass lift atm

SAJDF;LAJ;ELFJSA;LKF UGHHHH

drove Jo home and she gave me some kk gifts she got for me in japan and omfggggg was so SHOOK cus she bought me so much shit like lollies, disposable camera, Royce chocolates and a shot glass FUCK feels bad because no one else actually ended up getting our kk presents lolll

then Amy and I drove to Eugene's house to surprise her and Stephen met us there. Then Stephen jump scared her outside her door but he ended up getting scared himself because she had a face mask on HAHAHAHAHHAA

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for forever

never had anything consume my life so much and me not be that mad about it

Friday

Chill day at uni! Slept only 4.5 hours the night before but managed to get to uni by 10 am. Stayed in matsci with Amy and Stephen the entire day working on WIESoc stuffs. 50/50 event going live on Monday yeeeeet. I'm super proud of the content we're about to put out hehehe

Hire me betches. 

Then had ran around with Cambodians for a lil bit, finally got my arc sticker and had dinz at the ramen place near uni :)

Saturday

slept a fkn lot, tutored my cousin and her mum made this amazing salmon and quinoa thing for lunch omg

Then went home to nap, tutored Lily and then went home and did absolutely nothing. What a day! Watched soooooo many Michael Jackson videos I felt like I was legit going crazy because there was so much evidence on both sides and idk who to believe anymore. did he really "diddle the kiddies" as Stephen says? 

Sunday

Tutored another kid then went to Amy's house to study. Was procrastinating so hard by doing WIESoc stuff, then finally smashed out my project proposal for MMAN4410 and handed it in an hour before the deadline. 

Monday

Drove Amy to horse riding and Stephen and I watched her lesson LMFAO. It wasn't boring but it wasn't the most entertaining ting ever. BUT WATEVS it was nice to get up early in the morning and do smth. Twas amy's last lesson with hugoooooo

Then had brunch at entertainment quarter. Eugene sent Amy these weird messages about how each dish represents us so well -.- 

Now I'm in lib by myself not doing anything because my next thing due is on Friday YEET. 

This is so beautiful and the bridge they added o m g why wasn't it in the original??? help me its so nice I can't stop listening.

queer eye is back for season 3 and just watched the first ep ahhhhhhhhhh I love them sososoos much.

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me happy?

hi so I had my second birthday today xD

was super busy the whole day like had four hours of WIESoc: director meeting, exec meeting, training Tara up and then helping Yushi and Tanvi with their cover photos OMG I was just a messsssssssssssssssssssssssss. Also had to grab 8 shirts out of the faculty storeroom to give to my friendos who just bought em. Was supposed to be working on my assignment the whole day but then ended up ... just being ceebs? Its due in 8 hours and I've yet to start.

Hehehe but Eugene came to study today and I was in the mood to play. We stopped studying at around 3:30 to pick Stephen's face hairs. Amy gave me my birthday present and IT IS THIS PAIR OF FKN NICE AS HELL SONY NOISE CANCELLING HEADPHONES OMG im actually dead this may be my favourite thing i've ever received???? i'm literally STILL SHOOK WTF LIKE HOW HAVE I NEVER NOTICED THAT THE WORLD IS SO DAMN NOISY??

Had MY DIRECTOR MEETING, keen for bondings then a lit exec meeting... there was so much bitching happening.

Then had to go home cus my sister was back in Carramar and she wanted to give me my birthday present that my cousins chipped in for. AND IT WAS THIS AMAZING OREO BLANKET  AND OREO PILLOW OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGG im actually ded

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IWD, Brendaddy's Birthday & 50/50 Photoshoot

me been so fookin out of it I didn't know a new Game of Thrones trailer dropped 5 DAYS AGO???? Anyway this post going to be a big boi catch up XD

International Women's Day

Woke up bright and early to practice my guitar playing before IWD and like I couldn't remember the chord progressions so I just wrote them on my wrist gg. Practiced with Tahnee and she was sososoos nervous but when we actually got up to do it SHE WAS AMAZING OMFG so confident n shit LOVED IT!!

so dis my PR Team and we are the pr stars  d u h

and dis is me and the events teammmmmmmmm heheheheh 

and dis is tahnee and I PERFORMING YEET. fked up twice but JUST PRETENDED IT DIDNT HAPPEN HAHAHHAA

The event was OK, ran into Christine Ma who was one of the industry representatives there. Then chilled with a few Cambodians before going to Ainsworth to work on my FEA group assignment with Wesley yeet.

Brendaddy's Birthday

Went to Archie Brothers that night to celebrate Brenda's 21st. She only invited around 10 of us so it was super wholesome and cute!! 

We had pizza, got drunk off moscato and then had two hours of free play time on almost all the arcade machines. Drunk bumper cars was the funniest thing ever omgggggggggggggggggg we had so many laughing fits XD. Met Andrew Do, the new IVP of VSA State hehehe. They doing such a better job than we did last year.

Didn't get a photo with my own 21 balloons so took some with Brendaddy's.

Alcohol wore off very quickly and we were all just tired as hell. Cut the cake and then took some cute af polaroids heheheh

Slept over at Niina's then she tried to kick me outta her house at like 6:30 am cus she had to go to work but I REFUSED and left at 7:30 instead. Went to Ainsworth to do some FEA but ended up doing WIESoc stuff anyway qu'est-ce que c'est nouvelle?!

50/50 Photoshoot

Had a photoshoot for the 50/50 tees. I AM TIRED YEET yoikesssss yeetus. some of the photos came out super well tho hehehehehe. 

LOOK AT THIS FKN SHIT OMFG i love it. everyone at the shoot was Cambodian heheheh except for two, Sandy and Abe and they were sososos nice for showing up. ALSO BAITED PHUC AND JO TO COME HEHEHEHEHHEEEEE  and she was so grrrrrrrr at the beginning and didn't wanna take piccys but eventually she joined 

 this photo was taken a bit shitly @ivor but it was cute

 TAHnee and adam, two white people sitting on a lawn and laughing XD

 yiyi just being her stunning self

after the shoot we went to Ainsworth to study. Eventually only Yiyi, Ivor and I were left and Ivor asked if we wanted to eat some ramen and we were like yeeeeeeeeeet so I was third wheeling yet again. Dinner was so normal tho we weren't really talking about anything spicy. the ramen was exyy as hell at $16 but it was pretty worth. 

Then Yiyi drove me home like a true queen. 

Subcommittee Training Day

tutored two kids on Saturday, then drove to uni to do more work. ate a lot of junk food

Then next morning had to get up bright n early for subcom training day. I feel like I'm a shit leader already because I have 0 motivation to make it fun for my new subcom i just wanna get shit done BUT CEEEEEbs

had general training then portfolio specific. spent a lot of general training taking photos and working on 50/50 planning. Then portfolio bonding was liek getting to know the new subcom, playing some games and learning photoshop!! fk lol i still remember my first training day jesus have lived through so many since

ANYWAY, im just struggling I GUESS I kinda just wanna be told what to do

After training day, struggled in Ainsworth to finish the grup assignment. Wesley and I were like slowly working through it lol and were just so done by the end of it. Stephen joined and we finished at around 11:45. Amy came by the visit us at around 9/10 and hehehe and brought some snacks so we wouldn't be sad. 

just when u think u aint lonely....u stay up till 3 FKN AM WATCHING SHIP VIDEOS

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21

Had a really fun couple of days last week but have been totally stressed the past 3 days over WIESoc and like idk just can't deal with this trimester workload. I'll just recount the fun ones so I have the mems :(

me coming for ur cats. all of them. 

Annual Xmas Party

Had our annual xmas party at Amy's house on the 1st of March. I came from uni after doing some student ambassador T&L induction thing and was pretty fkn tired BUT it was a fun day hehehe.

we played some switch games, did kris kringle and ate food?? I dunno already forgetting at this point.

Andrew had me and he gave me some rainbow knee high socks, some cat slippers and a minion toy for oreo to play with but then amy gave it to oscar for like 2 mins and he loved it so much!!

lol when we went night shopping the thursday before, I was stressing so much over what to get for amy so last minute grabbed a dumb horse necklace from lovisa and a phone stand but then when she unwrapped it she said 4 other people had given her horse related jewellery already HAHAHAHHAHh rippppppppppppp 

we had a yummo dinner made by Eugene, Amy and her parents. Super cheesy mac n cheese yeets and bacon n asparagus twisties. For dessert we ate this croquembouche thing that was not so great hmmmm but its cus they usually got zumbo ones but zumbo is closed down now??? idk

then played charades and we all cried laughing when eugene was trying to act out SACRED COW like I was legitimately rolling on the floor

she eventually got the sacred part but then when it was up to cow which you'd think would be easier, she tried to act out milking the udders but it was so bad. Then drove eugene home and headed home!

21ST BIRTHDAY

woke up kinda excited but anxious about my party because I was worried people wouldn't have a good time.

had to tutor two kids in the morning, my cousin and Lily. Was quite uneventful and I was like hella tired afterwards. Then went to Jen's house to pick up my cake and dropped it off at home, then sped to Amy's house to get ready.

It was another stressful makeup session like idk why but every time she does my makeup its always hella rushed and we flee the house in a panic. More disaster struck when Amy couldn't find her wallet because she insisted she had it in her hands 5 mins ago but she actually never took it out of her bag.

Met up with MEi and Andrew at hursy then took the train to town hall. Was late to chicken V but then other people weren't even there yet so all goodi n the hood. Was quite an unlit dinner because I wanted to make it to my own birthday so we only had 4 bottles of soju between like 13?? WAS SO TAME SMH

i felt sososoos much pressure to make all my friends like each other because the only reason i didn't have a birthday party last year was because I was worried what would happen if i mixed my friend groups and was lowkey freaking out about that on my birthday too BUT ISSA OK

at the end of dinner they fkn BROUGHT OUT A SURPRISE BIRTHDAY CAKE AND OMG I WAS SO SHOCKED IT WAS CAKE IN THE SHAPE OF SOJU BOTTLE WITH MY PASSPORT PHOTO IN THE MIDDLE OF ITTTTTTTTT AHHHHHH IT WAS SO FUNNY. Yiyi, Viv and Niina made it hehhehehehehehehe. it was great cake but sad because no one wanted to takeaway it

Then we rushed to my actual birthday venue and when i arrived the only people there were my parents and Viv B and her boyfriend omfg. took many many many photos with my parents and took many many shots!!!!

I dont know how much I drank but it was like 2 shots too many cus I dont remember anything that happened that night. I was having such a good drunk time but also hated only being able to spend 5 mins with everyone. sighs. also eugene hanna and mei spent like an hour trying to untangle the balloons?? i didn't even take any photos with them

everyone looked so cute and my wiesoc gurlzzzzzzz had so much glitter everywhere I Was living. Loved seeing all my cambodian friends together again and can't believe people from vsa actually showed up lmfao.

Amy was having fun meeting everyone teeheeeeeeee adam and her bonded over horses. but feels bad for niina cus she was on sober duty trying to get people to take polaroids and fill in my card. but yeet they finally gave me the scrapbook today (tuesday) and it was the cutest thing ever.

yeah idk i had fun but considering i couldn't remember most of it and didn't get to hang out with everyone as much as I wanted...... idk :( 

went home hella drunk and couldn't kick ons cus i was feeling sick SO FUCK missed out on mardi gras which was SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

A Summary

Had dinz with viv, yiyi and niina yesterday at saigon bowl in cabramatta cus they were in cabramatta doing their nails. got so much goss about the yiyi and ivor situation -.-----------------------------

wholesome day today, almost had a panic attack yesterday idk if ive ever been so stressed inmy life lol. wiesoc is killing me. had so many interviews for it yesterday and offloaded some to Bree today but still. I feel sososooss much pressure and with fucking 4 things due in the next week and a half at uni idk how im gonna do this. today after an interview i walked outta the room and lizzie and phuc were there and I wasliek ???? but they were giving me my birthday presents hehehhe. they got me some basic bitch lacoste sneakers which i actually really like and some socks. but the lacoste sneakers were way too big for me so niina tried them on and they fit her so she's just gonna keep them AHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Phuc gave me some shot glasses from Korea/Japan!! 

Studied with Amy for most of tha day

had a nice visit from Selina who gave me her troll birthday present and GUESS WHAT SHE GOT ME???? THE PLANKTON SOCKS THAT I LOST IN CAMBODIA OMG I WAS LEGITIMATELY SO EXCITED THAT THEY WERE BACK

had both my director and my exec meeting, was absolutely fucked

went to faculty to do inventory of shirts with angela and niina and then shit happened and i got so much shit FOR NOTHING and im just over it at this point

was so tired and was gonna just sleepover at amy's house until i called my mum and she was like r u fkn serious i made quail for you today so stephen had to drop me off at central and I went home :( 

TRIMESTERS R LITERALLY FUCKING ME IN THE ASS

SIGHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

but i am eternally grateful for the ppl i have in my life at this moment esp amy and stephenson who care about me for no reason whatsoever

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do you work thot

my shits have been so weird since I got back to Sydney

also its been over a week since I got back and can I just say I've pretty much reverted back to my old slug ways. I have woken up later than 11 every day I don't have uni and basically Netflixing / doing nothing on the internet in my spare time even though I am so so so behind uni work already. WHY AM I LIKE THIS.

I still miss my Cambodian family and stalk them on Facebook hahahha and cafe dude keeps video calling me and saying he misses me a lot and saying he can't stop crying but o k. Direct translation of what he said was, "every time I lay down, the tears flow".

Also my skin is worse idk if its because I keep forgetting to take my doxy or my house/bed is just dirty?? I can keep milking these malaria meds for good skin for another 3 weeks but after that I should really get off them lmao. I checked with my sis and she says its the same shit she took when she was in high school for acne.

Anyway, watched Ready Player One last night and it was quite good. Feel like all of the characters could've been done better. I cared more about the animated ones than the real ones. Also some of the dialogue was super lame and there were way too many improbablE near misses, like the part where the girl Art3mis was in the evil dude's office and no one saw her jumping behind the sofa and disappearing through the back door?? no way hose

Spent most of today booking shit for my birthday, I am super duper excited now hehehe. Only poopy thing is I'm missing out on Mardi Gras which would've been fun :(

But whatever she'll be right

Wednesday

Suffering, suffering, suffering

8 am:  WIESoc Meeting

9 am: Mechatronics Lab

11 am: Worked on comp lab for forever

4 pm: Handed in comp lab but there was so many people to marked so we just sat around waiting for the tutors

What are the chances???

So back when I was in Cambodia, I ordered some surgical light bulbs for my hospital but they don't have any street numbers in my province so I set the delivery address to the main street and wrote in the comments, "deliver to hospital". Since arriving back in Australia, I've been receiving email updates like, "your package has arrived in Cambodia" and just crossing my fingers that it would be delivered properly to the hospital but also not expecting it to even get to Preah Vihear??

ANYWAY, I was just talking on messenger to one of the homestay's friends and out of nowhere he goes, "by the way did you order something from China" and I'm like "yeah??? how did you know" and he's like, "I work at the post-office".

Then I asked him if he knew the biomed engineer at the hospital and he was like yeah, I can pass them onto him omfg I'm dead my LIGHTBULBS HAVE ARRIVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lumos that mothafucking operating theatre

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