Tuesday, 30 October 2018

Buck the fuck up.

i suggest you don't read this one ........

YA YEETS MY DUDESSSSSSSSSSSSSS my sem is over except for one more exam which should be ezpz!!! Finished my last assignment last night and applied for T&L Student Ambassador. 

Studied at matsci with Eugene and Amy yesterday and it was a v good time. 
Drove Eugene home then went back to Amy's to do nothing. LITERALLY HAVE NOTHING TO DO OMGGGGG I'm so free and everyone's just studying so hard for their exams. Watched all the parts of The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo behind the scenes I hadn't seen because someone uploaded the entire 4 hour thing. Did some more personality tests and turns out I'm 0.89% less dark (more optimistic) than the average person
also I have am very avoidant and dependent. sounds bout right 
Me being mad at someone over something that wasn't even their fault because I'm a spiteful piece of shit

should have expected it from my 82% turbulent personality

She's back

also what a fucking TIME! the director I rejected from WIESoc messaged me again:
um yeah she didn't mean to lead me on.................................................... w t f
and then I blocked her on Facebook so...... this bitch messages me on Instagram. 

Random Things



Don't be offended
You think I'm 'bout to tell you that "I love you"
But I really really really fucking don't
See the months of obsession
And crying for hours
I even started sitting down in the shower, girl
I'll take my time on my own
And I'll be fine now I'm alone

yeah right yeah right

WIESoc Director Training & Mei's Birthday :) 

at WIESoc training we were all doing our personality tests again and guess what I somehow became more introverted than I was two weeks ago :)

Also one of the questions was do you constantly contemplate the meaning of life and then one of my directors laughed at it and was like "who does this???" and I was so shook like as if not everyone contemplates the meaning of life o_o

I like my directors though they are cool!! Tanvi is the same personality type as me and Eugenia is just super chill and funny.

Then drove to Westfield Hurstville to meet Eugene and buy milk tea for Mei's birthday game hehe. This white lady was lining up in front of us at the Chatime line and she turned around and we were shook cus it was MS SURBEY!!!! WTF

We made Mei guess the milk tea brand and she got 4/6 of them correct omfg. Used to think all milk tea tastes the same but they actually dont lmao.
kawaii as fuck (because mei is always so kawaii)
 ya yeet
pokemon trainer
Then we went to eat dinner at this new fried chicken place that opened up in Hursy and it was pretty yummy!! cheesy chicken was a little weak but everything else was super duper yummy. the fish cake soup was so delicious but might've been cus i was very hungry.

then we went back to Amy's house and had a fun night just chilling, playing paranoia, never have i ever and reminiscing about high school. but i wasn't really part of their high school little friendship group so i just got amy's miniso cactus thing and pointed it at the ceiling on three dots and used it as a gun. but hehehe they liked SO MANY BOYS IN HIGH SCHOOL ITS SO STRANGE

Cut Mei's ice cream / meringue cake AND ATE IT xD
 
what an aesthetic bunch of kiddos
WENT HOMEEEEE at like 12:30

also wtf i can't believe this was real


Last Time I'll Have to See My Fav <3 

yeeet spent the entirety of Monday doing the last MMAN2100 assignment. luckily maria was at uni to suffer with me. had to end up doing the CAD even though I'm not even good with CAD so it took ages. 

But yeah we submitted at 11:47 when it was due at 11:55 then Jasmine messages the group like "I added something in at 11:48 CAN U REUPLOAD" and I'm like fuck no its due in fkn 7 minutes I'm not risking it. 
and then she deleted fb o_O

Andy drove us to our car and then I dropped Maria off before I went home :)

Tuesday - More Training & Assignments!! 

Met up with Bree (my last director) today at 10 am teach her how to photoshop AND NOW IM HEREEEEEEE in matsci doing absolutely nothing even though I have my last assignment of the sem due in 9 hours.

Monday, 29 October 2018

doof doof

When you’re a depressed fuck and can do absolutely nothing but sit in your car and listen to hardstyle to drown out the world 🙃🙃🙃

Trying to speed just enough so the little fluorescent markers in the middle of the road go by to the beat of the doof doofs 🙃🙃🙃

It’s like that?

Saturday, 27 October 2018

the drought is over

it has been an entire week and oh boy has a lot happened

Jokes :)

I feel so stupid for going to a party that I was kinda ehhhh going to because didn't know that many people and like suspicions confirmed because just felt awkward the whole time and now otw home with regrets :(


but that ok I'll recap my otherwise good week for my fans (@Lianne)

Thursday

Thursday night - stayed late at uni with Yiyi, Selz and Edward to study but I was so tired so I just dicked around playing Tetris and googling our names. Then drove Selina home and she fed me pho. She's so whack though lol she eats it by dipping her meat in fish sauce??? literally what kind of viet does that

Friday

Had WIESoc secret santa dinner!! Was wholesome and felt like just a dinner with squad bcus lizzie, niina, phuc and I were sitting together. LIZZIE HAD ME HEHEHHEHEH she didn't know what I wanted because again, I put "love and affection" down as the only thing on my wishlist...

Damn getting sad because just looked at a blog post from 1 year ago and idk just feel like they were simpler times.
ANYWAY Lizzie got me this book she used to worship when she was 12 years old and I'm keen to read it after stuff starts to die down :)
I am their adopted squad child <3 
 Afterwards, we went to maccas to talk about life and shit and we tried mixing soju with frozen coke but it was a bit ehhhh. Then we all went home and yah train trips alone just make me sad 100% of the time now. How did I survive year 12 in HS?

Saturday

Woke up to some beautiful messages from someone who I rejected for WIESoc director fml

WHAT A TIME.

Anyway, went to uni to study with Noona and Boonda. They were doing some like stuff that needed Ainsworth computers but we went on a snack run to IGA and then when we were about to go back it started pouringggg so we got soaked. We stayed till 12 ish then all went home!!

Sunday

Woke up late, went over to Amy's house to studyyyyy and I actually was half productive but half not IDK. Stephen came over too and we took a break to make some diy dinner. Fried some tofu and spam and ate it with rice/bread idk. it was fun. 

Monday

Studied at matsci the whole day for my MTRN3020 exam on Tuesday. WHAT A TIME. Stayed with Stephen, Selz and Shabab until 11:30 then we all went home. Was feeling a little screwed but a lot of ceebs.

Tuesday

Did my exam, wasn't actually as bad as I thought it was going to be XD

Then helped Selz with her assignment for the rest of the day. Cardi B's ASMR vid for W Magazine came out so we used the earphone splitter I got from Michelle Jusmin one Kris Kringle to listen to it HAHHAHAHA. Dalz drove us homeeee yeet. 

Wednesday

Drove Dalz to uni, had WIE meeting but Vivian (our president) wasn't there so it was a super chill meeting. We played exploding kittens and cut Taimur's birthday cake hehe. 
Did my MMAN3000 pitch (which was really bad, I full fucked up trying to answer one of their questions), and did the resubmission until fkn 10:30 pm. Was 100000% done with the international students in my group holy fk. Then drove Niina and Dalz home. 

Thursday

Had last MMAN2100 class in the morning, then met Brendaddy and Niina and we went matsci to studyyyyyyyyy. I was super ceebs because had urgent to do so I just practiced some card tricks. 

call me shin lim 
Then took the train home bright and early, watched Novitiate and had dinner with my family for the first time in probably a month. Legit I can't remember the last time I been home before the sun set. 

Friday

Got to uni at 10 by train, then made my WIESoc Director Training Slides. BRO THEY ARE SO GOOOOOOOD worked on them for 5 hours im so proud of them hehhe. Took ze bus to central with Jo and then tutored a new kid who lives at Croydon? IDK he's a bit ceebs but that's ok!! Turns out I tutored his sister before and his parents are super chill which I'm a bit :///////// about because I need them to be strict otherwise the kids not gonna do their hw. 

Saturday

Tutored Lily, drove to uni then did my general director training slides and made this gem for time management. I put effort into things that don't matter!!!! YEET MEE!!! 
Left my car outside Columbo @ uni then took the bus to the city and had dinz with Amy Lim and her friendssss. Twas not too bad but then we got to Albions and no one was there and I felt v awkward so laterz I ran away hehe. but at least I got to catch up on mi blog tonight!!! 

another cool thing happened:

GIRL IN THE SPIDER'S WEB IS UTTER TRASH confirmed below and I could not be happier

Thursday, 18 October 2018

Streetlights

Saturday

Met up with Maria in the library to do our 2100 calculations. She's so real and funny I like her lmao and it was so easy hanging out. She dropped me off at Central and then I met up with Selz @ Chinatown Dumplingzzzz. Andy, Precious, Michelle and Tony also joined us for dinz and it was lowkey awkward because idk just the most random group of people?? Andy gave me brownies and I gobbled them up. 

Went to Maccas, got a frozen coke and skulled soju with Dalz but we were just looking at each other and shaking our heads cus it tasted so bad. ALSO WOULD NOT RATE LYCHEE FLAVOURED SOJU jesus christ the alcohol taste is SO BAD.

Headed to Albions, started taking shots with Yiyi and Vivian Tran but then like 20 mins later Viv was dead and I spent the rest of the night helping her chunder and waiting for her bf to pick her up. YEET the brownies hit me just when she started dying so like time was going sooooo slow when we were waiting for her bf. Kept checking the time and only 1 min had passed every time. 

Went back up to Albions after that but then everyone was basically gone then met up with Amy Lim who was also dying so I was like pree done and went home. Bumped into Michelle (new committee) on Town Hall platform who was helping me look after Viv before and she told me about her VSA experience and I could relate so badly. On the train home I just listened to music and drifted off into another universe.

Streetcar still my favourite Daniel Caesar song.

Sunday

Woke up, ate brek with fam, started doing 2100 stuff AGAIN fuck this subject man. Made this video (WATCH IT ITS ONLY 15 SECONDS the best 15 seconds of your life)
and also made these gifs before Jasmine told me they had to be black and white ....
ha ha ha but she asked me nicely to change it this time so i didn't mind
Then watched The Hunger Games (like the first one)?? Idk why hahah I wanted a break to eat and then ended up watching the entire movie. Goddamn there was just a bit too much shaky cam lmao prefer the style of the later movies. The Hunger Games kinda turned lowkey into a meme but I forgot how good it is O_O. Catching Fire the best one in the series

I feel like I'm the personality type to have one thing go wrong in their life and then turn to drugs I can see it happening.

Anyway now its 1 am I have to write my script for my presentation tomorrow at 9 am xD

Monday

Woke up late for my presentation - didn't end up having to do it :)

Had PR interviews from 12-2 pm. Hmmm can't really talk about my interviewees here can I HAHAHA I'm not that dog but it was interesting.

Then had to meet the Mckinsey rep who organised this CV workshop on campus. She was super nice and from the Philippines. Did the workshop with both Vivians and Niina and the case comp bit was interesting.

Then.... did I go home or did I stay back and study? Brain is so fried. I feel like someone drove me home O_O. Or did I drive myself home?

Tuesday

Another day of WIESoc interviews, finished my PR ones, then helped Nancy Z do her programs ones. Stayed late then drove home. we wont off-campus activity of the year lmao but shit application actually got wiesoc something :)

Wednesday

Found out I didn't get the Student Ambassador role :( They only took two third years though so I feel ok. Had exec meeting, did more interviews, now doing logbook for MMAN2100 KMS. Chilled with Shabab for a little bit at matsci and he's good company hehe

She's God

 how does she consistently release good songs

Saturday, 13 October 2018

not confident

sorry for v boring blog posts lately I'm so busy that when I have free time I just want to like watch a movie. 

Thurday

how do work when you have a twitching cat on you

Friday

had interview for Engineering Student Ambassador cries because I think I answered the questions pretty badly. Also I had Mary Nguyen in my interview and she was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good I was absolutely shook. crossing my fingers but I don't think my communication skills are up to scratch :'( Felt my self entering the like so nervous going to start spilling nonsense stage but that did not happen.

also HAHAHHAHAH MARY AGREES WITH ME ABOUT JASMINE fkn lol we had a lil bitch sesh along with her friend Carrie about them WOW are we terrible people? nah but when I was like oh you might know them... jasmine? and she just started laughing and was like yeah she's really bossy xD

Y'ALLS pretty sure matsci is like 24/7 now 

Chilled in matsci and felt very wholesome with lizzie, brenda and lizzie's little bro Ben. SO CUTE omfg I needed to a chair to sit and he helped me find one AND HELD MY CHAR KAY TEOW WHILST I CARRIED IT

ALSO "CONGRATULATIONS NIINA" HAHAHAHAHHA 

then everyone left and I finished my lab report. Stayed in matsci till like 10:30 ish then drove yiyi home and went homeee. finished watching hunger games mockingjay part 2. I forgot how much I liked the like whole story arc in Hunger Games soooo good.  Also Finnick dying is still sad.

Saturday

Khalid releasing new EP on the 19th Oct ya yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. wOKE UP late, stayed in bed not wanting to do anything, made brekky for fam and now heading to uni to work on MMAN2100 AGAIN fucking life is consumed by this subject >:( 

sorry for v boring blo

Thursday, 11 October 2018

6ITCH

sent a vid of me doing a rubik's cube to Khalid and Pove but it wasn't sending so I spammed the retry button nek minnit sent it 20 times.

Their sc kept freezing so they had to look at my dumb ass face 
Want to literally kill my group members like I was imagining punch ons and kick ons when I was going to bed yesterday.  
is she two??


i updated my meme page :)))))) http://theluongroadahead.blogspot.com/p/blog-page.html

Anyway, its like 3 days later since i wrote all that ^^^  it got even worse than i could've possibly IMAGINED

but also i get very confused because that shit happens but when we see each other irl its like fine? I'm confused.

Monday

- mman2100 tute in the morning
- worked on resubmission in Ainsworth
- maccas with phuc and selz

Tuesday

- uni at 9 am, did some work with Maria and Liam, finished resubmission
- had argument with Jason cus he was crazy
- chilled out
- studied at matsci
- had VSA AGM wow they were all soooooo good O_O
- went to bingsoo, Ellene drove us all home, she's actually so nice 

Wednesday

- wiesoc meeting at 9 am
- moved my car for like an hour
- studied at lib by maself before meeting Taimur for reaffiliation (hopefully it goes well)
- then back to lib lvl 8 to study with viv and niina
- moved down to lvl 2 to start doing project work but I was super ceebs then my boss messaged and was like you don't need to resource today and I was like yeet
- met up with Selz and Bonnie and bonnie finally added me on snapchat. they were both doing their assignments so i was forced to work
- drove Selz back to my house at 1 am
- she stayed up the whole night doing work whilst I slept HAHAHAH

Thursday

- we headed to uni and got there 9 am
- was dreading mman2100 meeting but it was fine
- going to make like an app commercial with my gr8 videography skills
- lmao
- currently at lib studying now yeet