childhood ~ The Luong Road Ahead

where does the good go?

I feel like its a near universal thing for people to miss their childhood. I'm supposed to be older and wiser now but like who wants that. I want to go back to being like the spastic 5 year old who made friends with people in like a second. The kid whose definition of a bad person was someone who didn't share their food or was too bossy. The kid who looked forward to recess and lunch so she could play tips. Life was so simple???

Relationships are so complex now I'm ceebs I just want someone who likes shooting nerf guns and playing pretend Jedis/ninjas to grow old with me you know? I'm sure everyone has like their own things that they liked as kids and as long as you liked the same thing you became friends.

As grown ups I feel like everyone is always pretending to be something they're not, me included, and idk if its probs because society makes you think that you have to sell yourself as someone "better" in order to be accepted. legit dunno how I'm gonna suffer through another like 50 years of this sometimes.

Like can u imagine if I just went up to someone and was like hey I'm serena I hate meeting new people I like movies and I like badminton and I like locking myself up in my room sometimes and thinking I'm not good enough.

yikes indeed

Labour Day

yALLAH yeet went with parents to stay in a free room at The Darling @ The Star on Sunday night hahah ex dee if I knew about it earlier would've asked people to come and drink with me. We wandered around the casino for a bit before going back to the hotel room, watching Florence Foster Jenkins and falling asleep.

Had breakfast at Sokyo the next morning (expensive af not worth!!)

Sumo breakfast.

Sokyo Bowl

Then went to Galleries in the city, I did some WIESoc stuff whilst they shopped. Then went to level 5 food court of Sydney Westfield to get some desserts, then dinner at New Shanghai. It was pretty good.

dumpling skins were a bit thicc but I'll eat these bad bois no matter what so

^ could be my fav food?

Monday Night

Got home, messaged group chat being like I'm lonely a f then Selz came over and I cleaned my room, she gave me therapy and yes we concluded I'm so dumb HAHAHA. Also I apparently act differently around people depending on who they are which is also something I notice a lot. they say that people who lack a sense of self tend to do that hmmmmmm relatable?

Anyway, picked up Phuc and went over to Jo's house to surprise her and cheer her up. We got her maccas and played Code Names. Selina was SO bad fml legit BROUGHT THE WHOLE TEAM DOWN. birthday balloons to we are the fallen what a banger

got home at 1 then made some jelly for mum, youtubed and went to bed.

Today

Woke up late, supposed to be doing work but just spend like 1.5 hours blogging instead ya yeet.

HAD DINNER AT THE NEW CABRA ARISUN WITH COUSIN AMY, COUSIN NANCE AND SISTER CYNTH xD

this mixed rice thing was so fucking goooooood holy fk. you're supposed to like roll it up into balls and eat it but we gave up and just ate it with spoons. it was like crunchy and salty and beakjsfd;lfja;slvkdj

ALSO THIS SNOW CHEESE CHICKEN BRUH BRUH BRUHHHHH so so so sososo ososossososososo good i cannot even stress enough how good it was

soy chicken was a bit disappointing tho

ALSO bought 5 soju for $45 because I'm making an investment for my future

Random Thots

missing out on Lauv's I met you when I 18. world tour is like 2nd biggest regret after missing Sam Smith's In the Lonely Hour.

holy shit my MMAN2100 group I'm so ceeeeeeeeeeeeebs are you serious I asked someone if they could fix something up for our report and legit I don't think it would even take one hour and she's saying she can't do it until next week?? Like you literally could've done it in the time you've taken to carefully articulate why you don't have time to do it.

ok first of all I STARTED THE CONVERSATION SO NICELY even tho I know she hates me