Monday 31 July 2017

hopeless

I had a really weird day today.

House of Spera Pop Up 

So last week sometime, Selina messaged VSPray and was like HALSEY'S HAVING A FREE CONCERT and I remember we bonded on the bus over her music so I was like why not its free??? So I RSVP'ed on this weird website and a few days later I got a confirmation email. I don't really mind Halsey - I really liked her Badlands album but as a person and a singer she's just ok. So I was so so so hesitant when Selina who actually really likes her messaged me last night and was like "let's get there at 9am!!" WHEN THE CONCERT STARTED AT 2PM.
I had about 4 hours of sleep last night, then woke up at the ungodly hour of 7 am to make my train. I would never ever ever wake up that early even for uni.

Met Selz on the bus at Central and thank fuck we got there at 9 am because there were already 52 people in the line in front of us. Someone came around with a sharpie and wrote 53 + 54 on our hands to keep the line order. Then we settled in for a 5 hour wait that went by surprisingly fast. All the girls looked like Halsey, all the guys were gay. Oh and everyone was white.

We watched Zootopia, played thirteen on steroids, went to Maccas twice and "studied". I didn't bring jackshit to study tho so I just read random things on my laptop. Security guards gave us raffle tickets as new line markers so we got an extra one for Olivia, Selina's sister. Poor girl is starting trials tomorrow and she still came HAHAH.

Anyways 2pm came surprisingly fast lol and we heard from Amy/other people in the line that it was a meet n greet, not a concert. FUCKING BAITEDDDDDDDD, I even listened to her album for this shit?? Like what in the world was I meant to say to her
They let in 50 at a time so we were in the 2nd batch. They raised the warehouse doors and there was no Halsey in sight so I was like WOW this really is just a pop up store to bait us to buy merch. There was a woman at the v beginning who was just taking photos for everyone and she was so good she knew how to spam with the iPhone so I have 10+ photos of the same thing lmaooo
how do you accidentally look like a fucking demon
There was this huge wall that you could write messages on and lmaoooo I had no idea what to write so see if you can spot the shit
There was a huge poster of a tarot card labelled "Bad at Love" and again, me not being a Halsey fan, had seen the exact poster posted on her twitter minutes ago and had no idea what it meant. I learnt later on that she posts tarot carts to announce new singles. When I listened to the album last night, Bad at Love was so good I thought it was already a single lmfao. 
Nek minnit everyone starts to sit down in front of this sofa and like its chaotic then Halsey appears flanked by a few seccies and wow she's really pretty irl + her skin is perfect + she's tiny + she dresses like Justin Bieber but cuter and I'm feeling less shit about being sleep deprived for this. These aren't my photos btw
also I just realised she performed for 2 groups at a time cus it looks like there's about 100 people here
She gives a little talk about how Bad at Love is going to be released first in Australia then starts singing and there was no mic and she was so quiet but it was soooooo nice. I have a new appreciation for her. 
Then she sang Now or Never which was also very good acoustic. Then poof she vanished. Feels bad for her actual fans cus she barely interacted with them and didn't stay to chat but yo there were like another 300 or so people to get through so I don't blame her. When we left, we got a free album CD. Selina + her sister bought $250 worth of merch. 
If I was religious now would be the time to pray to god to make me rich enough one day to spend that much without feeling like I just gave away a kidney. 
Went back to Town Hall and Selz and I were both bored so I coerced her into watching an advanced screening of Atomic Blonde. I was so excited to see this cus of the trailer and I wasn't disappointed --> just confused. Lmao what a thick plot.

Atomic Blonde (2017)

Dir. David Leitch
The plot makes no fucking sense and I was so confused but honestly Charlize Theron and the FUCKING BAT SHIT CRAZY ACTION SCENES made the movie. HMMMMMMMMMMM THE CAMERA WORK AND COLOURING IN THIS IS FUCKING OFF THE RAILS. 
THAT STAIRWELL SCENE HOLY SHIT SHOOKETH SOMEONE TIMED IT ITS 9 MINUTES LONG HONESTLY BEFORE IT I FELT LIKE I WAS JUST RAW EGG WHITES BUT BY THE END OF IT I WAS A FUCKING WHIPPED AF MERINGUE
There was this one scene where Lorraine and the blond bad guy were just going at it and they were both so tired but they just kept fighting and fighting and Selz and I just looked at each other like
                 
ummmmmmmm this movie is insane

tbh 1st half was kinda boring as shittttttt and then by the 2nd half I think the movie found what it was supposed to be and then the conclusion just fucked everything up. idk go see it for the fight scenes alone. 

Dunkirk (2017)

Dir. Christopher Nolan

Uhhh I don't feel like talking about this movie cus idk I liked it but also ceebs like you're gonna watch it if you're a fan of Christopher Nolan. Besides that the trailer doesn't make you want to see it.

ha ha


Sunday 30 July 2017

yes healing is needed

and..... we're back at uni.
why did I write so coherently in this post can someone tell me why and how can I get that version of me back

^so good holy shitttt her whole album is fucking great

Tuesday 

Went to my MATH2089 tute - stats and matlab I want to neck myself its so boring. My tutor was so funny though. He was this scary looking old man who spoke in this very authoritative voice. A couple of students were laughing and he was like "Why are you laughing? you're supposed to be doing statistics....Sadtistics."

Went to BIOM with Nina and Jason. It was just a one hour introductory lecture and I have a feeling I'm going to stop going to them soon....my lecturer reminds of Professor Umbridge in the way she talks but she's not mean.
she gets a bit shrill when people start talking over her because she's so quiet

Wednesday

Had VSA Dumpling event. Turn out was so shit even though it was a good food item cus first week of uni and everyone ceebs going to their lectures. It was just Khang, Kevin, Daren, Alan and I for the entire day lmaooooooo. Was chill though cus less people = me being more comfortable. Kevin just finished Chuck HAHAHAH I can 100% relate to the heartache one experiences after watching that fucking show. Met someone from Chicago and she was a PR at her uni back there?? so shook.
 
fuck now I'm looking up Chuck blogs ughhhhhh I just um luh you both (side note how the fuck do people make such nice gifs) and now I want to rewatch Chuck
  
And that was literally all the uni I attended this week LOL. Met up with FD at UTS and we walked around for a bit then ate dodgy dumplings with Connie. FD planned our Korea + Japan trip whilst I rolled around.
had such an awkward skype call with WIE just then lol should I go for exec I still don't know. I don't want to do anything UGH I'm so lazy

Thursday

Went to Bankstown and chilled with Amy + her fam after her physio appointment. She's an old lady with back problems now. Went to eat lunch and saw Joanne (the tragic one from VSA) with her pappa. 

Took Oscar to the dog park.
Tutored Kevin. Ate instant noodles and watched Orphan Black. OMG WE ALSO WATCHED THE BACHELOR HOLY SHIT
There are an unusual number of bitches this season. When one of the girls acts like a normal person I think they're so nice but only because human decency has been thrown out the window this season. 

Friday

Watched Dunkirk in Vmax!!! Eugene, Amy, Stephen and I all couldn't really reach a consensus as what we thought about the movie. I was so shook after it ended and I really liked it but also I see why people wouldn't like it and why it's not gonna be one of my favs. 

Ate some gozleme afterwards then played badminton. Badminton is so fun hehe

Went back and Amy and I worked on Kevin's tutoring homework together cus his tutor's weird and forces them to hand in homework even during trials?? Went to pick up Stephen then "surprised" Kevin with a birthday pie. I MADE THE NUMBERS AND THE K. pie was a little burnt because no one was watching the oven.
After dinner we made Japanese Cheesecake that kinda tasted like nothing so we attempted to make a strawberry sauce but put too much lemon juice so that fucked up too. Its ok tho Kevin and his parents appreciated it.
Amy's parents drove me home then I prepped some Financial Maths classwork... first time I've actually prepped for tutoring in a while LOL.

Shooketh cus Chris reviewed A Ghost Story but ofc his mainstream audience is just bugging him to watch The Emoji Movie in the comments.

Saturday

Oh my god Chris uploaded his Emoji Movie review and its hilarious. 

Tutored my children and taught them some simple + compound interest.

Went home and did nothing. I'm almost caught up with Orphan Black now!!! Took a 5 hour nap and now I'm very awake but I have to sleep soon for Halsey tomorrow.

Me before posting a gifset: hmm this is ok
Me after posting a gifset: fuck this is the ugliest thing i've ever seen what was I thinking


Tuesday 25 July 2017

come spoon me

Had the biggest screaming match today with my mum that started when I told her I didn't go to uni today and she drew conclusions for herself and attributed it to me coming home late from Amy's house late last night.
I'm just a lazy piece of shit mum please. It ended with her screaming "YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO TEACH KEVIN ANYMORE I'M GONNA CALL AMY'S MUM AND TELL HER YOU'RE NOT TEACHING ANYMORE" and then I screamed back "I DARE YOU. GO. CALL HER HER. CALL HER NOW!! YOU WOULDN'T. YOU WOULDN'T DARE."

You know when you just take it too far during an argument and you're scared you're just gonna get decked?? Well I didn't get decked lmao I just walked up to my room and guess what, she didn't call Amy's mum. A few mins later my dad comes into my room and gives me this warm sugar cane drink.
Did homework help today. I fucking hate kids who go there and don't want to do their work honestly why even come. This piece of shit kid starts talking even after I tell him to shut up what do I do??? I helped a few of my old students though they are so kind and make me feel happy. 

Music/TV/Movies

Spotify isn't sure what to recommend me because I've been listening to such weird shit like Spice Girls one day, Phantom of the Opera the next, normal music, Delta Goodrem, Lana?? 

Lana's new album is quite good btw I like.

Motherfucker so many trailers just came out cus Comic Con

Stranger Things
Justice League
Thor: Ragnarok
Ready Player One
Westworld
Lego Ninjago
and like basically new trailers for all tv shows coming soon

Most hyped for Stranger Things though... this trailer is epic.

HELENA WHAT THE FUCK I M SCREECHING I LOVE YOU

The Prestige (2006) 

dir. Nolan

As shooketh as I was the first time I watched it. what a filme.

can't really think of anything recent that has forced me to concentrate for such an extended period of time

everything is so mindless I want more thrillers like this loves it HMMM what a THICK AF ORIGINAL PLOT GUHHHHH

"Stormborn" (Game of Thrones S07E02)

someone: says something
me:
  
... laterz
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1. Everything with Arya

the hot pie stuff, Nymeria reunion *tears brimming despite me not having a soul*, her finding out Jon is King in the North
I didn't even pick up on the part when hot pie was like have you made pies before and Arya says "1 or 2". LIKE HOLY SHIT I'M SO DUMB but that was epic

2. Missandei and Greyworm fucking finally get it on

I cannot have been the only one who was kinda curious to see what is left after a penis is cut off?? LIKE THEY WERE SLOWLY PANNING DOWN AND I WAS LIKE NO THEY'RE SHOWING IT I DONT WANT TO SEE BUT I WANT TO SEE but they didn't show it.
They are the only ship left... meaning one of them is about to die
https://insomniarama.tumblr.com/post/163348457240/grey-worm-no-fear-thinks-about-losing
^ that was honestly so fucking cute UGH

3. Daenerys just served...everyone

She has improved so much as a politician!!! not so naive anymore and she can think for herself but also listen to the others' counsel OMFG bitch is really coming for her throne
https://insomniarama.tumblr.com/post/163347961870/daenerys-did-you-try-to-have-me-killed-varys
also omg omg omg jon is actually coming down to dragonstone I'm so excited for the next episode but also we're already... 1/3 through this season FUCKING KILL ME.

4. Sansa being petty entertains me

Honestly like wow she's so real
http://2ndperiod.tumblr.com/post/163349664711/jon-jon-yes-sansa-jon-no-jon-jon-yes-sansa
Also jon just whacking littlefinger hnggggggggg smack that weasel come on smack him harder
http://nightinngales.tumblr.com/post/163348901792/petyr-talks-jon

5. reek is back

I was so on the edge of my seat during the big battle at the end but I was like also thinking how can such a big ass ship just sneak up on you?? Euron is batshit crazy I'm kinda scared of him. sad days for Daenerys but also I get why they had to do this otherwise she would be too OP and they have to make it seem like she's not steamrolling Cersei... even tho I really want that to happen.