finals s(w)ooOOOOoon

Studied at Amy's house for most of yesterday. 

angery >:(

Then her family drove me home because they were going to Cabra for their Grandma's birthday. Accidentally left my phone in their car but I was going  to eat dinner at Cabra anyway so I got my phone back and also ended up at the birthday dinner lmao. Stephen was such a dad and played with Amy's little cousins. There was a wedding between this white dude and an asian lady happening at the same place so we took a photo with the wedding arch!

Had What The Fudgeeeee haha mems the last time I went there was with xin and angle. The fried golden gaytime was still a disappointment. 

For some reason they don't fry it enough at the Cabramatta place and so the inside pastry is still uncooked? test your food before you sell it >:( also the tv was playing the Australian Christian Lobby's Vote NO ad

Slept kinda late yesterday, woke up and have been doing nothing productive the whole day hehe he he ha ha ho ho merry christmas

johnny boy, that's me.

(Slow Dancing in a Burning Room is *still* one of my favourite songs of all time)

I say things FOR ME but then after a point when I get close enough to let them know about my blog I forget what I said about them before and it's just a mess. I'm a piece of shit human being sometimes please forgive me I overthink and judge people but

I AM MORTIFIEDDDDDDDDDDDDD I just searched someone's name on my blog to see if I wrote anything about them but now I am sad because I did and I'm scared they read it because I HAVE CHANGED

delet delet delet DELET

I don't consider myself to be a very funny person but what was I on in Year 12??

"A sound response"
"Because the English flavoured diarrhoea

Will find a way into your ATAR salad,

No matter how much you hold your anal sphincter.

It will stream in. "

I always had something to complain about lol.

UMMM federer just won an 8th Basel title o k d e n

8 is gr8 🏆💪🏼 pic.twitter.com/pWmMjFQARE

— Roger Federer (@rogerfederer) October 29, 2017

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fRiGhT nIgHt

FRIGHT NIGHT WAS SUPER FUN!!!!! had such a great time xdddddddd yes we love positivity!!!! Lizzie said she has emotional ups and downs whereas I'm in a constant hole. It took me lots of years of hard work to dig this hole I'm in ok LET ME STAY I LIKE THE HOLE ITS WARM grrrrrrr

Thursday

The night before Fright Night I "did" my last MTRN2500 assignment. There was a lot less struggle this time because for one, Stephen sent me his assignment so like I had somewhere to start. Such a smart boy for doing it on his own. I finished watching all the lectures and started doing it at around 2 (I FORGOT TO COPY THE ASSIGNMENT FILES TO MY DRIVE WHEN I WAS AT UNI SO I HAD TO LOOK AT SNAPCHAT MAP AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WAS IN AINSWORTH TO LOG ON AND DONWLOAD THEM FOR ME CUS CEEBS TREKKING TO UNI).

Then went shopping for a fright night costume from 7-9 with Andy, Phuc and Amy Lim. We spent so long just hopping from shop to shop cus none of us knew what we wanted to be beforehand. Spent so long trying to convince Amy Lim to go fright night and spoiler alert she didn't go but ended up chundering at sanct that night anyway.

When I got home, ate dinner then continued doing the assignment and finished at around 12. Video called Sandy and helped her because she was doing lotsa silly things but she couldn't find where she was being silly

FrEaKy FrIdAy

Had a good sleep, then went uni the next day at 11:30 to get my assignment marked. My tutor was so ceebs so I got 100. He only asked me one question about the code and it was really simple. Then met up with Lizzie at Greenhouse and she was watching Rose and Rosie videos HAHAHAHA got her hooked. Submitted my assignment, then we TREKKED LIKE FUCKING 20 MINUTES to the bottle shop in Kingsford.

Bought 7 FAT LAMBS FOR $59 (WORTHHHH BRAH $1 PER STANDARD DRINK) and struggled to carry them to Town Hall where we met up with Andy for a wholesome sushi train lunch. I love grilled salmon u g h.

Then checked into air bnb near Wynyard. Third wheeled Lizzie and Andy before they left for yellow shirts but Niina came!! We watched 3/4 of Hitch and she painted my nails hehe. Then Brenda arrived and we were hungry so we trekked to Town Hall to get some garlic bread and KFC. YUMMM. Went back to hotel. Phuc and Amy came then we all ate. Joanne also showed up too cus she was deliberating whether or not to actually go to the party even though she had her slutty nurse costume ready :'( Smoke alarm went off when we were ovening the garlic bread and everyone was so panicked except for Niina who was smart and fanned the smoke detector.

Was so fat I ripped my dress so Niina lent me her shorts and top THANK JESUS. Everyone got ready and then when we finished, we started playing card games to get drunkkkk. Memory started to disappear at this point.

such a nice photo why does it have to be so fucking grainy :(

Phuc, Amy and Joanne came back from viv's dinner with Selina in tow HAHAH and I was pretty drunk so I just started screaming at them when they said they were going bingsoo instead of fright night. I was like BING - BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! and thought it was the funniest thing ever. Hid Selina's glasses from her so she couldn't see and would somehow agree to come fright night with us? good plan @ me.

I remember Andy forcing me to drink more fat lamb because I wasn't drunk enough but I felt sooooo lit. Legit he's got a sixth sense when it comes to me and alcohol he can always always make me really lit without chundering so I just drank more and it was gooooooooood.

Walked to fright night. Niina was a bit tragic so she chundered in the water at darling harbour and in the bathroom of a random restaurant. Brenda was like "it's over SHE CAN'T MAKE IT we have to go homeeeeeee" but Niina pulled through and sobered up pretty quick. The waiters at the restaurant were so nice and gave us a bottle of water :') Saw so many sghs people who were there for viv's birthday and I was being super friendly like OMG I RMBR YOU FROM FLAG FOOTBALL!!! OMG WHAT ARE YOU DRESSED UP AS!!!

Actual fright night party was aight. I was too drunk to care. Just remember me being really into the music and also frequently losing people?? Afterwards, we went back to air bnb and ordered some uber eats maccas. was so happy and didn't think about uni at all. Phuc was missing and turns out he wandered off and fell asleep in some art gallery for 3 hours before he woke up??

Saturday

Woke up super early. We were all pretty restless the whole night and I kept getting scared I was taking up too much of their space on the bed. Told Niina and Andy about this pile of garbage I call a blog and then we just all lay in bed for a few hours doing nothing. Lianne you sneaky lil fart.

People had work so Lizzie, Niina and I finished up cleaning up the air bnb and it was spotless af. We had some struggles pushing our trash bags down the garbage chute HAHAHHAAH the bag was too fucking fat so we had to get an empty egg carton to force it down.

Went to pepper lunch and got some yumm food. Played pool and before we started I was like I'm pretty bad CUS I AM and they were like yeah we're bad too NEK MINNIT they're actually kinda worse than me which is v hard.

she said it herself THOSE ARE HER WORDS NOT MINE XD

I'M SOLIDS

Then watched Thor: Ragnarok which was hela funny. 

really thankful for squad letting me hang out with them because I'm such a hobo and have no one to party with when stephen and amy ditch me :( Sozzles for being an inconvenience but I think we all had a gr9 timeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Also really surprised that after throwing my entire deck of cards either on the floor or at Selina last night, I managed to find all 52 cards this morning!!! 

Went to Amy's house to tutor kevin, then we were bored and she was like "can I makeuppppp you" and I was like "ok" and she started with a really nice eyeshadow look and then suddenly she was contouring, putting a bit of lipstick on, using eyeliner for my eyebrows and then 20 minutes later I had been transformed me into Frida. F M L 

Other Thingos

"I think we've done enough examples on how to touch things."

I got into BESS (Biomedical Engineering Student Society) events subcom on Wednesday night lmao I did my application in legit 20 mins but its such a small society that they're not even doing interviews hahahaha O WELL. Niina and Jason did too and they both did their apps in 10 minutes!!

Got 100 for my computing assignment which Stephen basically did for me :'( Didn't get flagged for plagiarism for my assignment 2 either which is goooood.

Thor: Ragnarok (2017)

Dir. Taika Waititi

funniest thing I have watched in a while by a long shot. I LOVED ITTTTTTTTT I was trying not to laugh too hard BUT it was so so so funny. ehh cate blanchett was a tad annoying but besides that and the weird flashbacks to the dad in the field, it was good.

go do it!!!! Niina fell asleep though grrrrrrrr. soz would do longer thoughts but I'm legit so tired rn on 5 hours of sleep and its 2:30 am HAVE A GOOD DAY EVEERYONE I HOPE YOU'RE SAFE AND LOVED

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T_T // banh miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Monday

Phuc drove me to uni and he parked soooooooooooooooooooo far away that we contemplated riding the O-Bikes back to uni (happened with Stephen and Amy once lmao) but turns out you have to pay a $68 deposit in case something happens to the bike under your care?? Phuc didn't want to pay it but I was kinda salty so I kept pointing at O-bikes that we passed on the way being like 

"I choose you."

Studied really shitly for the last of my MMAN block tests. I didn't get up to the last of my 3 tutes. I mean I tried. But I just didn't try enough. I've worked out if I want to get a HD in MMAN I have to get 92 in my final.

Was studying in Matsci with Niina, Phuc and some of Niina's friends. It was chill until Jing walked in cus I just get so triggered everytime I see him. tbt to Oktoberfest which was one year ago and the best uni party I ever went to. I WAS JUST SO ECSTATIC THE WHOLE TIME but cancel out what happened with Jing and Joyce but everything else was just top notch. 

I keep buying the fast food from IGA. The chicken chunks are so yummy though and only $3.45 WHICH IS INCREDIBLY WORTH CUS ITS A WHOLE CARTON OF PRETTY DECENTLY FLAVOURED CHICKEN. Also got malay milk tea from mamak whilst niina got scammed at Share Tea. hehe she gave me a lucky rubber before my exam so that I would do well but it didn't work because I still did shit.

Phuc drove Precious and I home. Got a chicken and cheese on the way back. 

Tuesday

went to uni for LAST food event of the year. No more shitty promos from me forever :D Got to uni and just sat and chilled under the trees near commerce courtyard for a little bit. Felt like a fam for a few mins just joking around and arguing about who would go get the tables from arc. At the beginning of the year we would've all sucked up and been like yah I'll do it then regretted it inside as we slowly got crushed by the 3000 kg tables. 

Amy Lim bought another Princess Kinder Surprise Egg and smh Jo's addiction was triggered again. "IF I PASS MY L'S WILL YOU LET ME GET THE WHOLE COLLECTION???". 

The event was pretty dead so I was helping her with her Ls test and damn everything seems so common sense now.  Lulu visited FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS YEAR. She declined my pork roll offer even though I was doing her a solid since she's not even a member but NO bish decides to get hungry like an 5 mins AFTER we run out??

Then went to Matsci to try to find a room to study but it was sooooooo full. Saw Lizzie and dropped off her hoodie and her brother's shoes that she left at my house HAHAHA . such tiny feet. Went to a lecture room with Dals, Selz, Amy Lim and Phuc. We didn't do much study at all cus we were creeping on everyone's twitter. LOVE JOANNE'S HAHAH she's so funny and candid. Vivian's was so spicy and as we were scrolling we were like OH RIGHT this was the James period or nah this was after James but before Jono. Selz is a meme GOLDMINE just like how she's a meme XDXDXDDDDDXXXXXX

We also did the Myers-briggs personality test!!! I got ISFP??? I remember the two other times I did it back in HS, I got INTP then ISTJ so really the only constant in my personality is my introversion. Idk my personality is just odd.

dropped off money box with Andy and then Dalz dropped us home. Im so tired I should probs sleepepepepe.  Did some arc shit today but really nothing productive except for the one lecture I watched gg da bois.

Watched lots of Rose and Rosie videos, Amy and Stephen are flaking on me for Fright Night, FENG HAS GOT MY KNOCKOUT TICKETS, mechatronics is due on friday XD I'm trying to not leave it last minute but here I am blogging, you know how it is hehe.

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MOVIE STUFF

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A coming of age movie directed by Greta Gerwig starring Saoirse Ronan given a 4.5 star rating by Willa? 

Plus what a lovely movie poster.

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you just got LITT up

Had a crazy past two days. As I said at the end of my last post, I went out again on Friday night because I was feeling the fomo real bad cus flaked on engo friendos... Met up wtih FD And Feng who's asses I had not set my eyes upon in a very long time. We had some yumm0 $10 Ippudo. Then took a bus to Town Hall and saw Andy and them at Kobow. They were just getting up to leave but we all walked to Sanct anyway. It was pree chill but lil did I know it was the beginning of a very stressful night. Had many long islands at Sanct until we were like YOLOOOOOOOOOOO and went to Newton with Niina and Miriam. L M A O I can literally pinpoint the moment my heart? went kaboom that night lemme just

LMAO let me be a drama queen im sozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz will never forget that feel THAT FEEL when its like 

I FUCKEN HATE MYSELF lmao what I said to Amy and Stephen on the ride home as well ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss still stand by it im a lonely teen desperate for some u h h h ? shouldn't validate these feels because are they even feels but yenno I'm a dumbass. me after two long islands:

Then we went to some fast food place to eat drunk food. I don't remember where we went at all lmao but they had mozarella sticks and it was so fun... what happened who knows

Then we picked up Lizzie for a lil sleepover at Amy's house . So cooked apparently I snapped a video of feng and sent it to Selina and I was like "THIS BITCH IS SHOUTING ME HALF A KNOCKOUT TICKET AND A CAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

NOT LIKE THISSSSSSSSSSS

then this morning selz messaged me and was like SEE U AT KNOCKOUT and I actually had 0 recollection of snapping her at all so i was like YOU LIE I DIDN'T SNAP U AT ALL and she was like YEAH YOU DID and I was like SO WHAT DID I SNAP U THEN and she was like COME TONIGHT AND I'LL TELL U 

i'm so ashamed I cant believe I snapped that. I swear I was not even that drunk last night.

Left Amy's house with lizzie at around 3:30. Met up with Stephen to get my wallet that I left in his car the night before and we got some Hot Star chicken bites and curly fries. Was doing my BIOM assignment dodgily every chance I got but I legit put so little effort into it... Trained back to my house to say hi to my parents with ze filipino in tow like hello your daughter exists sorry for going out last night but uh she kinda needs to go out again tonight

mum was so chill she was basically like ok go. lizzie used my foundation as concealer and put one of my shirts on and then huzza we left to go city again. She met Brenda and Niina at Star Bar whilst I went to O Bal Tan for a wholesome korean dinner with VSA. Then went to Kobow to say hi to the birthday boy Evan. Then went Sanct for 2.5 long islands. Was buzzed but not too bad just a lil rowdier than normal. 

SAW CONNIE AND DAT GIRL WAS SO LIT SHE WAS LIKE TO ALL MY VSA FRIENDS OMFG ITS YOU [INSERT NAME] I KNOW YOU FROM HER BLOG!! and most of VSA don't know about this blog so I was just dying "i don't know who she is" and dragging her lit ass back to her table to get chips. saw tina so many times during the night

Then halfway through Sanct Khang and stuff were like ... BINGSOO RUN?!??!?!?! and the wholesome PRs + amy were all like fuck yeasssss CUE another drunk train ride. I was pretty lit and Viv and I were having so much fun calling out Joanne and Selz. s s s s snakesssssssss. Alan also came for his first bingsoo run with the bingsoo CREW XDDDDDDD poor boy lives in peakhurst where dat no one knows.

tried mango AND coffee for the frist time wow what a week for firsts. mango was soooooo good but now I feel so glugluglugluglu. I died I had the best and worst "word poop" of my life honestly Idk how to feel It was so easy i fucking want to die not being able to talk about it. home now.

If you made it this far congratulations you just lost a couple brain cells hope u r proud 

unrelated but I can't believe she went to a HAIM concert... with Joaquin...

MY MY MY MY MY GIMME LOVE

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I'm hooked on all these

Brand new me I'm no longer going to bitching about people on this blog because I need to be a better person but also because I'm scared they'll read my blog.

just listened to Gorgeous and it made me feel so little. 

homemade memes from a unpaid teen XDDDDDDD

this post has a lot of anecdotes so I'm v sorry it may bore you :(

yesterday after I posted my blog post, I continued to spend 5 hours doing nothing at matsci. I TRIED I REALLY DID but the motivation was just not there. Didn't help that Andy was doing nothing as well. We went down to buy IGA food and ran into Amy Lim who was so stressed she didn't realise she spilt coffee all down her shirt. Bought IGA food and pasta to deliver to Paul/Precious then ate our country fried chickennn... and did more nothing.

Had fun though lol Joanne came back up with a Kinder Surprise egg and I've never seen anyone so genuinely excited over a kinder toy. "THEY TWIRL THOUGH!!!!" Dani suggested we go watch their oztag game later tonight and we were all free so we decided why not??? At 6 we left uni and I baited Jo, Andy and Amy Lim into taking the train to my house and when we got to Bankstown Joanne joking said "home time!" (cus she gets off at Banks) and I turned around with the biggest glare on my face and a giant rude finger and said NO. I drove them to Cabra where we got Coco and Hot Star and ate in the car. So surreal. Kept saying how next year the new execs would forget about us grr. 

OMG HAHAH ALSO when Andy and I were buying the Coco, Joanne and Amy said they were going to go to Hot Star to buy chips but then when we got there... they weren't there so I called Joanne and she was like "I can't tell you where I am" and I was like "why not" and she's like "I don't want to get in trouble" and I was like "ARE YOU BUYING ANOTHER KINDER SURPRISE EGG" and she was like "NO BUT IM BUYING SOMETHING ELSE AND YOU CAN'T STOP ME". figured they were at miniso and when we got there joanne was spending her money on a lil bear plushy ffs.

Then we listened to Amy Lim's hardstyle playlist on the way to Oztag and I really felt like we were gonna get pulled over because the music was sooooooo loud and I was using one hand to steer and the other to wave my strobe light from my charger around whilst Andy was forcing the poor plushie bear to dance for us on the windscreen but Amy Lim was also snapchatting and I was waiting for people to tell me when to turn.

Andy's idea of wingmanning is soooooooooooooooooo funny I CANNOT we got to the Oztag field and he was like "[some inappropriate comment]" and I was like "is that what guys actually say" and he was like "no" so then I was like WHY THEN

you know what that's a waste of a gif that is better used to describe this:

http://paul-stine.tumblr.com/post/166597374361/queencate-cate-answers-ellens-burning-questions

but Andy is a good friendo TRYING HIS BEST to make me feel not so awkward/sad

Then went to Strathfield for bingsoo again. The first time I've been there without the "cute" waiter working. We got a bit of fried chicken beforehand from this lil shop outside Strathfield plaza that was sups yummy. We ate it so quickly then left because I wanted to drive Andy halfway home but to that we needed to make the 11:55 train at FFLD.

I have never felt so urgent driving in my life. I had phuc next to me counting down the minutes like "uhh from this street its usually another 6 minutes to the station but the train comes in 5" and I'd be like FOOT TO THE PEDAL VROOM VROOM getting ready to speed as soon as the traffic light turned green. 

If andy missed the train he would've had to wait another half another so

BUT fuck we made it and as we pulled into ffld station, the train was pulling up HAHAHA. 10/10 driving!!! dropped phuc and amy off then went home. felt #3 fleeting happiness quickly replaced by #1 akon-lonely because driving home by myself is sad but then i got home and it was #3 again.  

legitimately had such a fun day but I got so fat cus my entire day of food was made up of milk (frozen, condensed and also ice cream form) and fried chicken. I DIDNT HAVE A SINGLE FRUIT/VEGETABLE. now IT IS FRIDAY, I have done no work the entire day and for some reason am heading out again wtf is wrong with me :(

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arc delegating my way to a credit wam

UHHHHHHHHHHH a grant that should take me 10 mins has taken me 2 hours because I'm missing so many things (I MADE A FAKE COVER PHOTO). Just came back from cousin Amy's house who was VSA's arc del this year and she gave me a second handover because WIESoc's arc del was super helpful. 

 

Update: got it done on the train this morning yasss

xDDDDD

trying to fix my resume so I can apply for some jobs but i dislike writing things. my core skills are making gifs and oversleeping. one of the perks of this blog is knowing exactly when I got previous jobs.

when I went to Lizzie's house, during breakfast her dad was playing this Coffee + Chill playlist on the speakers and I love it esp this song :(

"Oh, she's the path in which I tread

Oh, she's the shiver up my neck

Oh, she's the blood rush to my head

Oh, for you, I would never sink again

And oh, for you, I would never sink again"

On Tuesday, I was supposed to get to uni at 3pm but I woke up too late and ended up there at 4pm instead ooops. My sleeping patterns are actually so tragic. Had BIOM tute with Jason and Niina and we just delegated tasks for our report due next week. Ate a lot of honey butter popcorn which was fucking delicious, chicken chunks from IGA and cheese naan. IT WAS A FEAST!! Then made lots of little emojis on slack cus productivity

    

Took the bus to central and ran into Lulu and her HOARD of med sci friends including Carrie from Peak who used to ask the dumbest but funniest questions. I never met this other girl (Jenny?) but we pretended to be primary school friends and lulu believed us until she realised that I went to Carramar PS and the other chick went to Berala PS HAHHAA. Had a lonely train trip home then ate and went to bed I think??? The loneliness hit me hard that night for some reason.

Stayed at home on Wednesday!! Tried to do my maths quizzes but they were v hard. Then tutored Lily and went back home, moped more about grants then did more math/mman quizzes.

Today went to uni for fake agm, now not doing anything in the big matsci room with vsa. SHOULD BE STUDYING LATERZ

Moooooood

I have only 3 moods these days and I'm always cycling through them.

1. Akon - Lonely 😞

Causes: long solo train trips listening to "Sad Songs 😞", late nights/early mornings in my bed watching ship videos, 3rd wheeling, talking about other peoples relationship problems

Symptoms: That Empty Feeling™

2. JUST DO IT 🎷

Causes: academic failure, procrastinating, waking up after sleeping 12 hours, realising I have no excuses

Symptoms: unrealistic setting of goals, a strong burst of short-term motivation

3. Fleeting Happiness 😎

Causes: spending extended periods of time with friendos, a complete day without feeling out of place, getting drunk and not giving a shit
Symptoms: a fulfilled soul

Today it is #3 because I'm sitting with VSA rn studying and didn't have any awkward interactions today and I FINALLY GOT MY FIRST GRANT DONE and its just good!! Plus everything 

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