hair gonna fall out

BASICALLY someone is going to observe my class on Saturday to see if I'm teaching properly and literally my hair is going to fall out from stress fuck

LIKE SERIOUSLY fuck

I feel like I'm kinda bad at teaching sometimes OMG but like on one hand I don't want to keep as many classes because I don't have time for this but on the other hand I'm just programmed to not fail. Like if I fail at anything I will feel so shitty. Plus I don't want Jimmy to hate me.