Wednesday 28 February 2018

I'm handling uni very well

little things make me so happy but also so sad

here's to oversharing.

sad things

  • got so depresso randomly about being useless in WIE like literally so sad
  • project project project there is no progress fmd
  • Mary Magdalene is getting pretty shitty reviews 

happy things

  • selz and jo were planning a hot pot night for VSA on Friday but it was going to double as my mini party and they were gna buy cake (can't go though cus they forgot I wasn't free HAHHAHAHA so dumb) but my heart is legit so warmed after feeling sad for most of the day
  • lizzie gave me something to do for WIE so I'm 1% less useless
  • Potatoes are spending time with me 2 TIMES IN ONE WEEK and idk what kinda paper mache shit Niina is planning but I'm keen to see it
  • I'm watching Love, Simon on Sunday!!!!!!
  • late night catch ups with Selina Le Khac 
  • Mardi Gras with Amy on Saturday so excited ITS GOING TO BE SO FUN!! 
  • Rooney has come out of her cave

interesting how things have changed aye

ANYWAY, woke up at 12 today, idk how to day passed but it did and I went to tutor Lily and now its 1:40 am. How was your day folks?

y'alls ever feel like it'll take one little thing to flip you over the edge into a really dark place?  ytb

Tuesday 27 February 2018

Lady Bird

"I just want you to be the best version of yourself"
"what if this is the best version?"
I CAN DO BETTER THIS YEAR 
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(watches 4 movies at the cinemas in 2 weeks)

University Things

fucking back at it again
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The 891 line this morning was so aids. It full snaked past the diagonal path in the hobo park and then like all along the parallel edge of the park then turned again. Left my house at 7:20 and got to uni at 9:10. SO DONE. Was glued to Jason for the entire day yay my favourite hoo-man.
Had anat seminar, then break where I briefly saw Lizzie and Amy, worked on a cover photo then was rescued from Red Centre by Niina then went to get coffee at Ainsworth when we also detoured to see Brenda who handed me my souvenirs from Korea and Japan (I LEGIT BOUGHT HER THE SAME SHIT SHE BOUGHT ME HAHAHA) but it was kinda awkward because Jason was there. Went to microwave my curry lunch before going to PHSL lecture. Then anatomy lab, then mechanics lecture then WIESoc meeting.

me at 7pm
WIESoc meeting was fine. I feel so useless but at the same time I don't really want to do anything so??? Our society is growing so rapidly and our profile is rising a lot but I have no hand in that which is sad.
Had Soul Burger at Randwick with Potatoes. Niina suggested it, mentioning it was vegan and me knowing that the only vegetable I eat is lettuce
Shocker though cus it was extremely wholesome. I got a falafel burger. I know. Character development. Loaded fries were super nice. It was also nice having a milkshake and not having the unsettling feeling in your stomach afterwards.
Then went to watch Lady Bird and collected a tiny poster for Mary Magdalene and was even more shook when I saw the huge poster HAHAHHHAHAHA. Niina was rolling her eyes and did not understand why I wanted to watch it so bad. uHHH cus I love Jesus duh.
Anyway, I'm actually not at uni tomorrow because my PHSL labs are on even weeks. YAY!!! Gotta submit applications soon for so many things but I'm so ceebs. I gotta work on my work ethic methinks. Also trying to learn Adobe After Effects but its so hard. Following Youtube tutorials. 

I randomly have the urge these days to quit uni and just like get a media degree. Way more fun.

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MOVIE STUFF
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Lady Bird (2017)

Dir. Greta Gerwig
I wanted to like this so much that I think I went into it with way too high expectations. I was lowkey disappointed. It was like really good but not as mindblowingly good as I wanted it to be.

It was hilarious. I laughed so hard and thank the lord we were watching it at the Ritz cus everyone else was cackling. IT WAS SO SO SO FUNNY Y'ALLS DON'T UNDERSTAND like perfect humour. There was only one thing that didn't make me laugh (the abrupt cut to the cheese n crackers ehhh). 

It was super realistic. Idk don't have enough life experience but I feel like all the characters were so real and facing hardships that normal people face. and they're handled in a way that you wouldn't normally see in movies? particularly the dad. I liked his storyline. Lady Bird had imperfect skin. LOVE JORDAN RODRIGUES' CHARACTER AS WELL HAHAHAAHA

everything just so well done. been watching some shitty tv shows recently and I'm like this is out of place or this is shot so boringly or even stuff like the colouring is washed out. No complaints with Lady Bird. Everything is framed to a T and like just a very aesthetic movie to watch with the bright colours. Saoirse's eyes zomg so BLUE like representative of the brightness of the movie.
I WAS JUST FEELING EVERYTHING SO MUCH. I got that feeling where you were like swept up in everyone's emotions and could just fully tabouli empathise with them. It was all building to such a climatic ending but it wasn't dramatic/satisfying enough for me. I would've liked a bit more emotion and drama towards to end but it was still really good. Would recommend for a fun time. Proud Lizzie didn't fall asleep though. 

First Impressions

ANAT2511 

I have this funny af Russian lady for my lecturer. She cracked so many jokes about like dead bodies and she immediately shuts up anyone who talks...what a woman. Learnt about stuff we already learnt in BIOM but it was good revision. We got this long talk from the course conveners about how we need to respect the bodies that are used in anatomy labs. ummm... I don't really think that happened.

Lab was super super weird. The bodies were hidden under green cloths at the beginning of the lesson then they were slowly revealed and idk how to explain it but it's so hard to distance yourself from the fact that they used to be alive. The teachers said you should just think of them as objects but bruhhh when they all the same shit that you do its kinda hard. The trunk was fine to look at but the leg and arm was so so so weirdddd. Its like when you're watching someones body part get chopped off in a movie and then your limbs feel weird. But yeah the leg reminded me of a chicken wing with all the tendons and shit. My tutor encouraged us to really feel the texture of everything and I was squeamish but then got over it lol. Tendons are so shiny. The cadavers still had stubble on their chins. Could full feel their tongue (which is really solid for some reason) and also their toe print swirls. Tutor went through a bajillion terms and I didn't remember any of them. Everyone except 3 people in my lab did mechatronics / biomed!! 

One girl fainted in my lab :( it was so unexpected because she was totally fine and then she went to sit down and nek minnit boom she's on the floor with her eyes rolling back and a floppy body. Didn't think that that was a thing that actually happened.

So far very happy with ANAT!! It seems like its run well and the labs are so interesting. Doing the histology component as well which may be more boring we'll see...

PHSL2121

Went through introductory stuff THE ENTIRE LECTURE. So many little exams and quizzes throughout the semester that add up to so much. I'm going to die. Anyway the goal is that Niina and I are going to get >90 HAHAHA we'll try. Lecturer is so serious though idk if I like that. The lecture is sooo mixed though there are like 2nd years all the way up to 4th and 5th. 

MMAN3200

Fucking boring as fucking shit should've fucking just done a science degree. 
Lecturer basically lulled me to sleep. Everything is explained pretty poorly and I don't get the concepts behind anything. Here's to another sem of rote learning mechanics woop woop. 

I don't get people who write shit down in mman lectures like what could you possibly be writing???!??!

this is actually accurate representation of me during MMAN tests though

also thanks @ fip for giving me ur two love, simon tickets. thank fk i signed up to showfilmfirst yesterday with two more emails cus today i got another 4 tickets. SO NOW 8 IN TOTAL WOOOOO!!

Sunday 25 February 2018

third year new me

When you don't wanna be that person that posts up their wishlist but also really want things that I wouldn't normally buy for myself?!??! WHAT DO I DO

I got my redbubble stickers in the mail!!! ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! so excited to stick them everywhere. My favourite one is the Chuck one. ITS SO ROUND N SHINY YESSSS. some of them are so fucking large though. Idk how they're all going to fit on my laptop but we'll make it work. jokes I actually didn't have enough to fill my laptop theres just a weird fkn gap now. I'm trying really hard to be edgy if you can't tell.


a collection of things I really like / have really liked in the past.
Amy and Stephen are coming with me to watch Mary Magdalene I'm living I'M LIVINGGGGG HEHEHEHEEEEEE YAY!!! With a Q&A from Garth Davis again y t b. We're going to be the only young people in a cinema full of indie loving pensioners.

I have never laughed so hard at a tweet in my life. I started crying.

Anyway, here's Oreo just chilling. 
 
this song makes me dance

Yesterday

Woke up just before 10 yesterday, had breakfast with the family and then lazed around for a bit. My grandma's thing got cancelled so I was bored. Went to Project for a meeting. Trackwork between City and Chatswood meant Amy and I had to catch a bus ew. We rocked up expecting to get roasted for not doing enough work but they were chill and telling us about the new game plan etc. Talked to Eddy a little more and he is so nice o_o 

Went home, ate some of my sister's dinner whilst watching End of The F***ing World. Such a good show. My sister and I experienced such intense boredom. We went outside to play with cat, inside to do some exercise, outside to visit cousin who was just watching tv, went back to our house to dance to Halsey and Tove Lo then back outside to play with cat. Eventually, Yuan came back home from the gym and Tian came over so we watched Our Lips Are Sealed, the shitty Mary-Kate and Ashley movie from my childhood. IT WAS SO BAD so we drank everytime there was a bad joke or Australian stereotype. Ended up getting like 2/10 tipsy but it was a fun time.

Anyway, I'm so so chill atm. 

Today

WOKE UP so late today noooooo reverting back to my old ways right before uni starts. I did nothing overly productive. Finished End of the F***ing World,  finished online executive training for WIE, tried to make a cover photo for VSA before giving up cus it was too ugly then helped my sister make dinner which was korean hot pot. I wish to profess my undying love for spam.
fk my heartrate went up so high just then because I opened my email and saw "FREE TICKETS TO LOVE, SIMON" and like I started yelling and telling people before I realised that you could only book tickets if you were on their mailing list beforehand?!?! so I can only get 2 tickets WHICH FKKING SUCKS cus I wanted to watch it with my family on March 4th which is when we're going out to da city !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT NO CAN DO ANYMORE unless there isn't enough demand and they release the tickets to the general public later. CROSSING MY FINGERS. UGHGHGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH death

yeeet what a nightmare trying to figure out a time for Ohana to meet up. we tentatively finalised a date and it took us 1 hr and 15 minutes. IM DONE.  

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MOVIE STUFF
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Annihilation gets bought... by Netflix

um wtf... I saw heaps of people on Twitter being like its a shame no one's actually going to get to see Annihilation the way it's supposed to be seen and I didn't know what they were talking about... until I see this poster on Tumblr with the Netflix logo.
Basically its being released in cinemas in the US and China. The rest of the world is getting it on Netflix on 12th March which is the biggest wtf cus its such a visual film judging from the trailer. tbh I don't really care that much because I'll save money (and I'm not that hyped for it) but feels bad for the people who actually wanted the "cinema" experience...

End of the F***ing World (2017)

I LOVED THIS SO MUCHHHH. I found this so much funnier than the straight comedy shows I try to watch cus its hella dark. Very interestingly shot as well. REFRESHING. The ending is pretty shit though...so would not recommend if you don't like that.

I just love their relationship and how they both change each other for the better. They are both so fucked up and unique but they happen to find each other.... IDK I JUST SWOOOON until the ending. 

Friday 23 February 2018

humuhumunukunukuapua'a

Wednesday

(ha ha hahaahah she's just joking friends)

I haven't changed my profile picture for over two years at this point... the nervousness you feel when you update your dp must be the same thing as when you upload a promo post. ANYWAY pls support me and like my post thx
Woke up automatically after a 2 hour nap turned into a 10 hour nap. ANYWAY, got to uni, helped out with WIE afternoon tea. I thought it was gna be hella awkward but it actually was kinda fun. Like you know that feel when you're alone in a room and everyone else is socialising with their friends or whatever? Its me at any networking event l m a o. Well that was the afternoon tea except my job was to rescue those people. 

I MET SO MANY FIRST YEARS LIKE WTFFFF some were super shy and like cute and others were so open and asking me for tips to get through uni. Met some SGHS and we started bitching about teachers (they got Mccrossin too HAHHAHA she tries though... ). We got so so so many sign ups omfg. BUT NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE SIGNING UP THROUGH ORGSYNC!!

ANYWAY, it was a fun time. 

Went back to the stall but there were so many (white) volunteers today meaning I had to do nothing so I wandered around O-Week again with Lucy and Aileen. Took some more photobooth photos and bought my BESS shirt. Saw Stephen being depressed at redback it was quite funny.

Then went back up, found Niina and then walked around again whilst she ate her weird healthy lunch. I ate free instant noodles lmao. Rly don't remember what happened.

OH RIGHT went to Hilmer to do my marketing post then went Cabra and tutored Lily.

I jsut realised that new memories like take up the space of old ones... like you gotta delete shit so you make space for the new shit

Yesterday

Made breakfast for my mum again. Dad went outside and took this stellar pic of O reo.
Met up with Jason at Central, went to Samuels to get BESS stuff and then set up the stall. I left about 5 mins in because I was bored and went to get multiple razors and shampoo bottles. SO GOOD OMG HAHAHA everyone at BESS must think I'm so flaky. Saw Lianus who is too busy being a top notch yellow shirt to stay still for more than 2 minutes. Met some guy called Jono from SBHS? he knew kylie and feng idk. Then met up with Lizzie and Phuc and we played archery tag!! I whacked my arm one time with the bowstring and like it hurt so much. 

Went back to man WIE stall and got sooooo many signups for a Thursday. Met Brenda, Lizzie and Phuc for quick lunch and then went down to the WIE stall with Brenda so she could meet some of the team. KEEN to have her in our HR Subcomm wooooh. Ended the day with 412 new members!! Chatted with Abe about retreat things and i basically told him to hurry up AHAHHA.

#SerenaWorldProblems

My emotions are legit so retarded sometimes I'm like fine one minute then one thing triggers me which is weird because I was talking to Amy and I was totally fine and then she got triggered and then I got triggered by something else kinda unrelated and idk man

My birthday has me stressed because I have never had more than one group of people who want to celebrate with me before which is like k00l because like yay friends but also not yay because idk when everyone is free and trying to accommodate for everyone is a fucking logistical nightmare ok.

IM STRESSSED IM STRESSSSSSSSSSED

Update: it is now the next day and I have recovered from my stress. Everything is going to be ok.

Today


very interesting

Wednesday 21 February 2018

day 2

I NEVER EVER GET UP TO A DAY 2 POST FOR ANYTHING (retreat lmaooo) BECAUSE I END UP GETTING SO DEPRESSO AFTER DAY 1 but here I am

Yesterday

Walked to uni from Niinas. She didn't poison me yesterday and fed me gozleme for breakfast. Helped set up yet again. It was a pree standard day. I forgot what happened. We had two volunteers and one of them was called Serena wow. The other one was kinda useless. Meeting a lotta people from the engineering societies that we're next to since I'm at the stall like 8 hours a day might as well make some friends. I TALKED TO JASON PHU for the first time since Year 5?? He's so chill now.

There was more standing around today since it was a little quieter. Felt so much pressure from Riya who was like watching me when I was talking to new WIE members n I was being awkward. Saw Stephen next to his car at Redback!!! I was exhausted the entire day.

Went to take photos with the photo frame but Lucy and I basically went on a freebie run. Got so much shietttt. Sad cus the ASOS van wasn't there today :(
Went back and had to hide all our stuff so that we wouldn't get roasted for not doing our jobs. Had lunch with Niina where I told her that after she fed me icecream on Sunday night I couldn't stop farting when she fell asleep and she laughed. The mushroom pasta from the place next to iga is so fkn good. We did photobooth and tried to recreate the black panther shrugging shoulders thing lel but it clearly didn't work
We also did this disability quiz thing and ended up getting some shit lollies for it.

Was slave labouring when we got back to the stall.... folding brochures and stuff.
Packed up and den asked Stephen if he could drive me to Central. Since Lucy and Naomi were also going to Central I asked for them too. But he was super keen to show us his CAR OMGGGG what a loserrrrr. He was full like "are you guys hot back there?" and Lucy was like "its aight the windows are fine" and then he like ignores her and just turns on the aircon anyway cus guess what his new car doesn't break down when you turn it on.

Went home, played a bit with cat n fed it then had dinner.
After dinner I collapsed in my bed and was planning on taking a short nap before doing the sponsorship thing for VSA but nek minnit I start hearing my dad's voice being like "should we wake her up?" and I thought it was around midnight so I kept sleeping. A few mins later I open my eyes and its fkn light out.... checks time and it says 7:30?!?! I SLEPT FOR 10 HOURS HAHAHHAA. Less to blog about I guess.

I might actually get involved with CREATE this year. I'm taking on way too much methinks BUT I WANT TOOOOOO.

Tommy told me to make a sponsorship announcement post LAST NIGHT to publish TODAY and I'm like bruhhhh I need time to make dis shit good.

I just realised how extra 15 gb of internet is. swing swing swing.

Tuesday 20 February 2018

in b4 shit happens tomorrow

WARNING this is a really long and boring post about the first day of O-Week and the mini victories I had all day OK ok so just ... the tab can easily be closed by clicking on that lil x on the top right corner of the tab.

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Anyway, first day of O-Week today left me feeling so happy and not the fleeting kind of happy that comes with getting drunk but the actual soul filling happy. Why? Because I had like a total of 3 awkward encounters the entire day FK YES!!! Y'alls know awkward encounters always leave me feeling like shit or about 2 days afterwards cus I think there's something wrong with me but YO IT HAPPENED SO LESS TODAY and I was soooo not self-conscious it was weird. LETS SEE HOW LONG THIS LASTS AYE XD

Woke up after like 3.5 hours of sleep. Niina fed me some whackass breakfast: watermelon, chia seeds and yogurt? Helps her shit apparently. I was scared of all the yogurt I consumed and whether it would make me diarrhoea or not but luckily it didn't.

Vivian's (WIE VP events) boyfriend picked us up from Niina's house and dropped us off at uni. We had to lug Niina's massif cooler all the way from Optom building to Tyree and our arms almost fell off. Set up WIESoc stall, got real sad about how small our stall was but ALL engineering societies were unhappy with their stalls... tied up merchandise bundles and then started getting signups. It was pretty hectic for a while and like the line didn't stop for long periods of time even with 2 computers.

Took a break and walked around getting freebies. We didn't get THAT much because it was around 12 and lines were way too long for the good shit like ASOS shirts and Commbank spin the wheel. I've never felt older and more experienced though. 3rd O-Week this time jesusssssss.

Then did my shift at BESS which was so useless lol. BESS is so small that they don't even have freebies to give out. When I got there, I introed myself to the people at the stall already and they were all so friendly n put me at ease straight away. Met Rachael, Shinami and some other dude but I forgot his name. They're like the type of people who are just so laid back that small talk doesn't feel like small talk? Was at that stall for about 1.5 hours and I was bored so started talking to Albert Chau who was in the Redback Racing stall next to us. We added each other on fb and turns out he went to OC at Georges Hall with my sister. Thinking about joining Redback next sem but he said a lotta people join so there might not be that much to do at the beginning?? Idk. Joanne visited me and she updated me about how VSA was doing n gave me a lychee cartoon drink what a swoonbae

Then walked up towards the BESS Student Introduction and saw like Larissa on the way?? Asked me how my trip to Japan was and we both said Korea was boring lmao. Dropped by VSA tent and never felt so loved in my life I was getting hugged by Dani and Viv and then EVEN NANCY DINH SAID HI TO ME like what and then Khang stared at me and shook his head like he always does and was like "nice shirt" cus I was wearing the WIESoc polo that had my name and "arc delegate" on it and I can't remember exactly but he said "I know a better position... marketing director" and I was like lowkey confused cus i didn't know if he was seriously telling me to apply for UNSW marketing director but nah i think they want a fresh kid to be marketing director?? IDK. Dalena offered me a ride home and joked about me being a woman in engineering and then Phuc was like whining cus he wanted to watch Blank Panther but he couldn't come with us since he was playing lol. the point is I didn't have a single awkward interaction and like I'm proud cus I always get nervous and flustered but at the same time I realise what a dumb thing it is to be proud of.

BESS Student Intro was kindaaaa awkward but not really cus I had Jason to talk to who was like not interested in meeting any new people at all. Basically, everyone in the BESS exec team already know each other (obviously) and since Jason and I were the only subcom members there, it was kinda hard to infiltrate their friendship group. That being said, a couple of them were super friendly (Shinami, Rachael) and talked to us. We helped like 8 groups make functioning prosthetic hands out of straws, elastic bands, cardboard and masking tape. Some people actually came up with some decent suff. Also I felt even older because the lecturers came to give their welcomes and this student coordinator were full giving the freshies some quality first-year advice and I remember being in their position and not knowing wtf I was getting myself into with uni.

Then went back down to WIESoc (was dying and dehydrated after drinking a can of V, some weird probiotic freebie, and tea) where I then ran into Michelle Chan and we had the most NOT AWKWARD CONVERSATION despite not having seen each other in about 3/4 of a year. I think I just vibe with Michelle lol she's so funny and dry and we got straight to insulting each other. She went to Canada for exchange (literally UBC where Canada actually goes) and had the best time. She said I should defs go on exchange and I was like... uh but I dont think I can go by myself and make new friends and she was like "if i can do it so can you" and I'm inside I'm like wow XD you overestimate my social skills and underestimate my anxiety HAHAHHA

Ran into Selina and Gabby somewhere in the day as well and I got another can of V from her bag cus I stole it and then she just said to take it SO I DID. V is good. I'M A BIG FAN.

Packed up WIESoc stall, had a super serious spontaneous meeting with Engsoc about our stall locations (I felt important as ~arc delegate) and then Niina and I struggled to carry the esky back to quad storage room.  We went to Roundhouse to watch Lizzie perform with her Yellow Shirts band and O M G she sang so well!!! Was so surprised cus her harmonies were so nice and she could full do some ACROBATIC vocal runs I was shook. Saw Lianus with Fletcher and also saw Andy lmao he's so in love with his YS squad.

Niina and I walked to the Ritz at Randwick to watch Black Panther but we got there a lil late and decided to just buy tickets for the next session. We went back to her house, ate my IGA winner winner chicken dinner, lazed around for a bit whilst she wrote some applications and then we left to go back to the Ritz. We were in Cinema 1 which was the biggest one and decided to sit at the very top in the front row. SUCH GOOD SEATS OMGGGG and the cinema looks so ~luscious with retro classy decorations. Thoughts on Black Panther below XD

ok vague complaint I'm writing down here so its not really aimed at anyone specific but it actually is: I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY SOMETHING REALLY INSULTING IN A NONCHALANT WAY. AND IF IT REPEATEDLY HAPPENS IM FUCKEN DONE AND GETTING ANGRY THINKING ABOUT THIS LIKE YOU FUCKING DON'T HAVE THE AUTHORITY TO SAY THIS SHIT TO ME YOU DON'T KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH dunno if our friendship is really worth shit anymore. I highly doubt this person still reads my blog though.

soz but why is drake SO loved?!?!? I legit don't understand it.

need to get up in 5 hours why do I do this to myself SKIN IS GETTING SHITTER AS I TYPE I CAN FEEL IT



Black Panther (2018) 

Dir. Ryan Coogler

Wish I had some hot takes on this movie but I don't. Its just really really really good. The last line that Michael B. Jordan's character says is so OUCH... I was shook that they actually went there.

Random Thoughts During The Movie (Spoilers Obviously)

Bruhhh Marvel is really stepping up their VFX/animation game. The opening scene with the sand and shit was just so visually appealing I turned to Niina and just nodded cus never seen anything like that before. The way the same was like moving and all the shadows and stuff - GOALS af. Saying that though some of their green screen fake backgrounds could do with some improvement + the weird rhinos looked so fake.

Daniel Kaluuya has such a distinct and creepy face. Can't remove his face from his character in Get Out tbh. Everytime I look at it I expect him to start leaking tears uncontrollably. IMO his character arc is the weakest thing in the entire movie.

The women have such nice skin. After you watch this you will understand. Not that I didn't notice it already in 12 Years a Slave but Lupita Nyong'o's face is like SO SMOOTH HOW. We likened it to fresh bread: when you poke it it'll barely leave a dent then spring back immediately.

Michael B Jordan needs to be a lead. I was captivated by him for reals cus he's so charismatic and just like idk COMMANDS THE FUCKEN SCREEN. Everytime he came on I was like wow. Black Panther seemed so vanilla compared to him.

Dead dad mystically speaking to you from the afterlife in a large field about how difficult it is to be a ruler? Lion King. If you've seen it you'll know what I mean HAAHAHAHHA its actually so trippy and weird.

The purpose of Martin Freeman's character is to show not all white people are bad. REALLY? I dunno I didn't really get why he was in the movie besides for that reason... I'm not used to his American accent as well haha

Music was amazing. legit this score was soooooooooo good and made me so hyped but it was also so distinct sounding. Like don't wanna be racist but the score sounded like the backing tracks in rap music. AHHHHH and they played All the Stars in the credits which matched it soooooo well. 

I really don't see any potential for a sequel. Just my 2c though since the most interesting thing about this movie was the battle between Black Panther and Killmonger's values. This wasn't your generic Marvel movie where the main character experiences a moral dilemma within themselves BEFORE they resolve this moral dilemma and defeat the fundamentally "evil" antagonist. There is NO "evil" antagonist in this movie. Both Black Panther and Killmonger have their own views on how to best serve their world/country and both views are frustratingly understandable so as an audience member you don't revel in Black Panther defeating Killmonger - surprisingly there is no satisfaction at all when Killmonger dies and I think that's where this movie succeeds the most: the entertainment comes from trying to understand the villain who ultimately wasn't a villain at all. 

Does that make sense? I hope so. If not - as I was told frequently in HSC English - please comment below, "a solid response". 

Monday 19 February 2018

pottery is not sexy

WHO AM I WRITING TO

Woke up bright n early at 12 pm today. Had a wholesome breakfast and caught up on men's figure skating then took a shower, organised some marketing shiz n suddenly it was time for my train.

Met up with Niina at Central to go to our pottery class at The Pottery Shed. We basically got scammed because we signed up for it not knowing there were a total of 3 CLASSES TO GO TO before you got your finished pot product. Other WIESoc people came (Abe, Nancy Z, Jane, Viv, Riya, Teresa) and it was supposed to be a bonding kinda thing but like everyone was so so so focused on making sure their piece of clay didn't turn into a turd that there wasn't much time for talking. One of our instructors is studying ceramics engineering at UNSW how fitting lol
Anyway "throwing" (where you shape your clay into your desired shape whether it be a cylinder, bowl or vase) is actually pretty hard HAHAHA. The key is to make sure your clay is centred at the beginning otherwise when you start pulling the sides up it'll be really wobbly. There's this stage called coning where you have to pull your block of clay up into a cone and everyone kept making their clay too pointy so when we had to push it back down, the tip snapped off. People were waving around half-penises lmao.
Wet clay feels so nice though. Couldn't make full penises because our instructors were watching us too closely :(
 (left) superior pots, (right) a hat and a cube?
... and Niina had the audacity to name her pieces "Serena has no talent".

Went to dinner at Erciyes again and fk the dips are so good gna have them for breakfast tomorrow. 
Got to know Teresa and Abe better. Abe is such a chill dude and I feel like he has more skills than what a HR director needs to have? Teresa is so like outspoken and a very driven person but pretty funny as well. She knows what she wants and will fkn get it. Didn't know her boyfriend was the cameraman from yesterday's IMP filming and didn't know he was engsoc's marketing director and didn't know he was responsible for making their amazing cover photos such as THE FUCKING FRIGHT NIGHT VIDEO ONE OMG I legit spent so long today trying to research Youtube for the easiest way to recreate it. I've made it my mission to learn After Effects by the end of this year cus its so cool.

Anyway, its 2am and I just finished writing up my marketing strategy for VSA State Ball. Sweating in Niina's room cus its like 24 degrees but theres no ventilation. Still need to do some Project stuff and have to wake up for O-Week tmr so adios amigos.

Also Lucy is LITERALLY niina's next door neighbour lol Niina said she used to invite Lucy to her house cus she wanted to be her friend and they bonded over Taylor Swift

Sunday 18 February 2018

skwizgaar

Yesterday

There's this lost cat in Marickville called Skwizgaar and like Ellene Win storied the lost poster and I thought the name was so funny so I just started JOKINGLY calling my cat Skwizgaar in snaps. Nek minnit Ellene messages me like "you know there's a cat missing in Marickville called Skwizgaar" and I'm just like
you think I stole a fucken cat?

I couldn't sleep night before last night so I did a blogilates workout at 5 am.

Ice skaters work so hard I'm totally in awe. Like really wow. An inside look into the lives of two of the best figure skaters in the world. Rooting for these twoooooo OoOO go gang GO
Fucked up lol I said I was available for some WIE filming thing on Saturday but turns out I have a family CNY thing (bai nien?? directly translates into pray year where I have to visit relos and get red pockets lmao). My mum is so so so mad.

Took the annual townhouse photos. Can't wait to see how our derps turned out. Mum wanted me to wear a dress but I was ceebs so she gave me this dog shirt instead and idk didn't get the memo but apparently everyone had dog shirts?? lmao this is an awful photo
Went out with Khalid Masters yesterday for dinner and "chill drinks". It was supposed to be a State team thing but it died because one of the Melbourne people lost her wallet? Idk. I wasn't gna drink to save money but lol ended up getting 3 vodka sunrises then chugging Ellene's long island and drinking half a fat lamb. I WASN'T GNA FKN DRINK TO SAVE MONEY but like Selina bought me a drink n then after that I was like FK IT already downed one might as well. Spent $25 on alcohol though which is less than usual.
expenditure breakdown 2017/2018

Jo got sad so Selina won her a teddy from Kobow's claw machine. Went to Star Bar (even though grandma Amy was tired) and had such a fun time dancing. Star Bar music is so good love it but too many creeps. How weird is it when you're drunk like you're having the best time of your life but you're also aware its all a fallacy.
Fk never seen cocaine before and I was so shook. It was in such a cute little bag and like apparently it cost $250 for that tiny bag??? IDK but like no way I was touching that stuff and it was so janky as well. They were just doing it on someone's phone using their ID to form it into lines and they were so drunk as well. don't do drugs kids.

Took the train home with Jo and Amy and got home at like 1:30, played with Oreo until 3 ish and "went to bed" but I think I Youtubed and didn't sleep until ages later?? IDK man I'm so tired now like this ain't enough sleep how tf am I going to make 9 am lectures if I can't even do 11:30.

Today

Short term memory a f cus I didn't remember that I blogged that even though it was this morning. Maybe I was still drunk.

Anyway, today I woke up way too early to go film the WIE IMP video. Full had to borrow my sister's skirt cus I own nothing professional. Anyway, got to main walkway and was greeted by Naomi, Theresa and Lizzie. It was actually easier than I expected cus the whole video was muted so we didn't have lines or anything. But we had to look like we were talking. Lizzie and I did our awkward handshake so so so many times cus the ~cinematographer~ had to get it from multiple angles. HOPE IT TURNS OUT GOOD but I'm 100000% sure I'll look so awkward.

I haven't been replying to this guy called Abraham for so long and then I saw him today and he called me out for it WHEN WE WERE FILMING like we were supposed to be in the background just talking so he was talking about retreat and was like "yeah that's why you have to answer my messages". I was so shook. Got our polos today!! Rip paulino though

Met up with Niina at her hairdressers where she was getting her frizzy roots treated HAHAHA idk what I did for so long like I was there for almost 3 hours? She's such a useless Japanese like goes back to Japan to visit relatives but not to do touristy things?!?!

Went to Spice Alley and she just watched me eat ramen cus she wasn't hungry. It was pretty good ramen. MISS RAMEN ALREADY UGH SO OILY N GOOD. Spice Alley had a special CNY thing where everyone for some reason brought their dogs?? Like there were dogs everywhere and this pen where you could dress up your dog in CNY clothing. Plus traditional chinese street performers wer doing their thing outside of KOI it was so ~cultural~
making use of snapchat's multiple lines
Here are some shit photos of some yummy desserts. The white one was like some berry thing that was super yummy. The jar thing was matcha tiramisu which was aight. It was very wet??? LIKE IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE LOL the lady fingers were soaked in rosewater instead of coffee so I was not a fan. It sounded so nice though :'( Saw mini celebrity Reynold again. Surprised running his own business hasn't worn him out yet.
had a good meeting with Precious over Skype and got to know her better. She's actually super #real and funny HAHAH. So organised though which scares me but yo hopefully that makes me work harder and do better!
Showed her Skwizgaar and slugs. LOVE SKWIZGAAR SO MUCH AFTER SHE'S EATEN LMAO SHE FULL GIVES ME SO MUCH AFFECTION. comes for the food stays for the company XD
fk digging myself into so much shit rn fk fk fk FUCK

I just want to see how beautiful you are. You know that I see it. I know you're a star. Where you go I follow, no matter how far. If life is a movie, then you're the best part.

song lyrics sound so lame when you're just reading them.

FEDERER IS BACK ON TOP YTBTBTBTBTBTB !!!!!!!!!!!
YUZURU HANYU WON MEN'S ICE SKATING!! YES

unrelated but
Alicia Vikander's career after she won best supporting actress

5 Love Languages
dunno anyone who has receiving gifts as their first one cus i dont think anyone is that materialistic