CHESO HAS A LIBRARY

Yes you read that correctly. CHESTER HILL HAS A LIBRARY. and its pretty damn good. its kinda tiny but everything is really clean and nice. And its quiet. No one really goes there and its only like a 50m walk from the station.

forgot that most of you don't even know where chester hill is oh wells struggles of living in the west.

Anyway met up with Tina at lib at 9:30 and studied / cried at how less chemistry we knew then left for sushi lunch. We bought our food and went back to Tina's house where we cried some more about how sucky life was and how we were fucked for hsc.

I then did my scholarships which were so shit because I just wanted to get them over and done with instead of perfecting them and whatnot. So yeh not really expecting to get any interview offers because I sounded like a boring poop in my applications.

Then I left at around 6 bcus they always feed me delicious food and I don't wanna keep freeloading + my mum has been like why do you not live with me anymore. But going back tomorrow to study some more (watch mad max for like the 5th time) so yay. Tina was bored and playing on my phone for a large portion of the day........

Bachelorette is so so so so so so so awkward FK MATE KANE'S RAP HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOLOLOLOL WTF "WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU I BIT MY BOTTOM LIP" WTF????????? HAHAHAHAHA OMG ITS KINDA CUTE BUT WEIRD BUT LOL OMG HAHAHAHA HE ALWAYS DOES WEIRD THINGS

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Amy's Sleepover

Went to sleep over at Amy's house on Monday because we needed to study phys and like ceebs going home from Hurstville when its so late.

I don't actually remember much of what happened in the past two days because I am running on 5 hours of sleep and too much coffee.

Anyway I got to hurstville station at like 10 or smth on Monday and I was supposed to meet Weipei to sell her my school skirt but she woke up late so I was standing outside coles like a hobo being like hallo I'm not a loner. Then feng came to wait with me because she is very nice / very bored and started talking about how FD wanted bread. Then Weipei bought my skirt, I met up with Amy then we took a mysterious bus to Kingsgrove. At first I thought maybe we were meeting Eugene but nope Amy was taking me to Stephen's house because yenno we were going to do so much studying there.

We woke up andrew who was sleeping on stephen's couch like a cat and then looked through stephen's netflix and started watching Borat. It was the most hilarious thing ever fuar and we didn't believe that it was all filmed without the ppl knowing that Borat was acting. We had already wasted half the day by then and then lol andrew and I were shooed out of the house like animals because Amy and Stephen wanted to play by themselves.

Before we left amy was like "don't trust andrew's navigation" but I was like w/e because its not like I knew how to get to Hurstville from stephen's house...........andrew said he knew how to get to hurstville so I trusted him and we just started walking straight down the main road. We were talking about school and stuff and how he will get 100 in all his hsc exams if he tries until I realise that its been 20 mins and we are still on the same road and I ask andrew if he knows where hes going but he says LOL no we have to turn somewhere but idk where I think it was a long time ago. Then he's like oh LOL I think we are in Bexley????????

I check google maps and we are 40 min walk away from hurstville.

Worst navigator ever. Then by chance we see the m41 to hurstville and hop on.

Eventually we make it to Charlie Lovett and I have a bomb-ass burger which has sultanas and is delicious. Amy met us at Charlie Lovett and I kind of forgot what happened after this we somehow ended up back at Amy's house and we make some nasty burger popin cookin that tastes like ass.

Amy's mum made bibimbap for dinner which was really yummy and she also made matcha souffle for dessert which was so good I ate 2. Then we had coffee which was yummy and I totally did not think coffee affected me until that night.

We started studying at 6 I think (legit wasted the whole day) until 4am ish just going thru astrophys and cross referencing out notes with like so many different sources. Then we went to bed (I WAS SO AWAKE I COULD'VE KEPT GOING but we were so so so bored) and watched some youtube videos. We also took some attractive selfies which are mostly on Amy's phone so I cant post.

except for this one which was too good to not send to myself

Woke up at 10 the next day, had some bread that amy's mum made that was kind of souffle ish that was also delicious. Then we studied for a bit and texted FD to tell her we were having lunch with them. Nek minnit they don't care about us and just eat first at the food court because they are penises. Amy and I bused to hurstville anyway and we were so sad because we had no friends. Then amy was like omg I bet you andrew is available because he always has nothing to do. She messages him and hes like YEH I'LL BE THERE IN A BIT.

Blah blah we had lunch at the korean place near library + stephen as well and then Amy, Andrew and I went back to Amy's house to "study" which involved Andrew trying to get us to listen to his dooge dooge music. Then he slept and we really wanted to make him pee with the warm water thing but he woke up before we even entered the room.

don't let his innocent sleeping face fool you he is actually satan with boobs

Amy's dad drove me home and now I am sitting here and its 1:20 and I'm so tired and I need to wake up early because turgid tina wants to meet at lib at the ungodly hour of 9:30am. Still have no finished my scholarship applications fk me. why do i even want to do mechatronic engineering can someone tell me why.

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when I was accused of being a bully

I used to do so many things that were really questionable in primary school. I thought I was the smartest kid in school because I could do timetables faster than anyone else and add double digit numbers. Basically I was just so nasty. BUT I swear to buddha I never knowingly bullied anyone (I think).

I used to ask this girl for money and she would always say yes so I kept doing it. It sounds bad yes. But I was a child and had no idea that you weren't supposed to do that. Tbh she kept saying yes so like not my fault ok. Then one day I asked her for $2 which she happily gave to me. I used it to buy an iceblock....NEK MINNIT she asks for it back and buy then I'm like oh soz already bought an ice block. 

Dis gurl then goes to the teacher and is like "Serena took my $2" and then my teacher sits me down on the brown chair and goes "oh taking money isn't good blah blah". Then they tell my mum about it and I was crying being like "I ASKED FOR IT AND SHE SAID YES SO HOW IS IT MY FAULT THAT SHE WANTS TO GIVE ME HER MONEY??????" which I still stick by today. 

So yeh I got in trouble and never asked that girl for money ever again. Everyone was so disappointed in me but tbh I never understood why because it wasn't even my fault. I still see her around sometimes but I don't consciously associate her with this event so its all g. Why am I telling you this? Because I recently found a lil notebook in my cupboard that I used to atone for my alleged sins.

I am a pyschopath. Prepare for your opinion of me to change. (mum is the less round writing)

If you can't read the pictures, just read this: (Mum is in italicised + red and I'm just normal)

List all the bad things you did in these 2 weeks?

1. I stole took alicia's money. I should not ask people for money.

2. I slapped Jessica last week. I should have said no thank you.

3. I bossed jessica around many times. Don't make her do things for me if she Dosn't wan't to

4. I pushed yuan today. Don't push yuan and shouldn't act bad thing for winning

Why did you do that? Reason?

1. because I wanted to buy something

2. I didn't want jessica to piggy back me

3. I wanted her to be in my team

4. we were playing a game and I wanted to win.

Do you think it is right to do that? Why.

1. No because they won't have anything to eat, money belong to them.

2. No because they will feel hurt

3. No because you might hurt their feelings.

4. No because you will hurt them.

What punishment you wants mum or dad give to you?

- No two dollar for 1 weeks

- No Karate this week

- No play outside

- No hug from Mum for 1 week and can not sleep with Mum or Dad.

If you do that again, what do you think we should do?

- Don't let me have ice skating lessons.

- no more Karate

- no more money to school

- no more play outside

- go to see Mr Brim - principal.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO basically I was violent and abusive and used to boss people around/slap them if they didn't want to be in my team. I was the Sharpay of Carramar PS. Evil evil evil child. I don't think I've lost any of my bullying tendencies tbh. Except now I don't actually slap people, I just imagine it in my head. 

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They laughed at my crayon drawings. I laughed at their chalk outlines.

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for you, to you, THREE U WTF???

harder 3u ruins lives. spent the whole day doing the harder ext 1 hsc questions and still havent finished. Literally 12pm-12am and still have not finished.

I'm up to this one.

Looks it up. nek minnit. 15 mark question. 2010 hsc was so damn hard wtf. like how bout no.

I was going to go to sleep but I need to finish this otherwise I won't feel accomplished. but going to skip the dumb 15 marker bcus it looks like it will be impossible. everyone pls collect questions so we don't have to do as many past papers.

watched no strings attached today. it was not as good as friends with benefits. they were released in the same year and have similar plot lines duh the titles are practically the same but yeh idk i just think friends with benefits did it better (less awkwardly). in friends with benefits are they actually seem like pretty close friends but in no strings attached its so weird they like see each other a couple of times and suddenly hes like I LOVE YOU its so random. and you dont end up caring for any of the characters in no strings attached. like bye. 

put the kylex post up to show connie and she sounded like she was dying. 

everyone is so hardworking and organised whereas im kinda winging it. i don't have a study timetable or even a sheet of paper where i write what i need to do for each subject. but i've kinda been winging it this whole year so it will be ok i hope. 

dreading when atar comes out and aunties/uncles which i never talk to will call up and be like hey!! how are you? doing well? hsc wasn't too bad was it? TELL ME UR ATAR!!!!!!!

Guess what my sis just called and was like hey dad can u pick me up from ffld at 1:11am. WHAT A LOSER omg he needs to wake up early tmr. STUPID.

What I learnt today: how to do some shitty harder 3u questions

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MATT DAMON

THE BOURNE SERIES IS SOSOSOSOSOSO GOOD ONE OF MY FAV ACTION MOVIES/SERIES EVER (NOTHING BEATS MAD MAX THO) BUT SRS THE CHARACTERS R SO INTERESTING HES TRYING TO FIND HIS IDENTITY OMFG AND ACTION IS INTENSE AF HE'S MAKING ANOTHER MOVIE BOURNE LEGACY OMFG YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS IMA BE THERE AT THE PREMIERE YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

ALSO WE NEED TO WATCH TEAM AMERICA AS A GROUP HAHAHAHAHAHAHA FK DERKA DERKA DERKA

WHEN U REALISE U WORE CROCS TO TUTORING

WHEN U ACCIDENTALLY SLEEP THROUGH 4 ALARMS AND WAKE UP AT 1PM

WHEN U FORGET BACHELOR IS ON AND ITS 7:40

WHEN UR SISTER ASKS U WHERE HER CLOTHES ARE

WHEN FD TRIES TO COOK

WHEN KYLIE SEES FRANCIS

WHEN COOKIE BOY SEES FENG

WHEN YOU PLAYING WII TENNIS

OMFG MY 8 YO COUSINS DOWNSTAIRS JUST SANG "DO THE STANKY LEG STANK DO THE STANKY LEG STANK STANK"

WAT AM I DOIN. MY SISTER JUST SAID I WAS LIKE AN ANIMAL THAT ONLY COMES OUT OF ITS DEN FOR FOOD.

COOL QUOTE: "I SURVIVE ON THE BREATH YOU ARE FINISHED WITH"

HAHAHAHA FREAKING MYSELF OUT AND SRSLY DOUBTING MY FIRST CHOICE FOR UNI WHICH IS MECHATRONIC ENGO/MASTERS OF BIOMED. LOOKING ON FORUMS ABT MECHATRONIC VS MECHANICAL AND THIS IS WHAT I FOUND.

GOING TO WATCH IMITATION GAME WITH THE FAM BUT WAITING FOR MY MUM TO GET OFF THE PHONE WITH HER FRIEND OMFG HURRY UP

JOANNA SOLVED SCHOLARSHIP MY PROBLEMS ON FB TYVM

WHAT I LEARNT TODAY: DISMALAND IS AWESOMER THAN WHAT BUZZFEED SHOWS U. SORRY FOR WASTING UR NET WITH ALL THESE GIFS AND PICS.

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3 words, 8 letters. Say it and I'm yours.

~~~I'M A ZEBRA!!!!!!~~~

Forgot how to play this song on guitar. I learnt it when I was in my post Chuck phase downloading all the songs to keep my memories alive. Its still my favourite TV show and I sometimes watch random eps when I'm feeling bored. Nobody understands except for Kylie. 

Struggles of finding Chuck gifs on google."Theres plenty of fish in the sea but only one Bass" is totally irrelevant here.

Heroes Reborn is airing in the US later today!! Hopefully it is good so Zach Levi can get more famous. I miss chuck poop I go through a chuck withdrawal period once every few months. Hmmm there was one year where I really really really wanted Chuck merch and no one got it for me but then Kylie got me a Buy More t-shirt the year after so yay.

Will 5eva ship these two omg can y'all just get married.

Mingaaaaah! @Y_Strahovski https://t.co/Jja6iuStik

— Zachary Levi (@ZacharyLevi) September 23, 2015

Did barely anything unfortunately. Skimmed through like 2 maths past papers and tried but fucking failed at a hsc engo paper. questioning whether I should even try for engo anymore...its impossible to do well if you don't even know what you need to know.

need to finish scholarships tmr. but i have a feeling i won't. I know myself too well. poop.

Accurate when everyone starts bitching about someone you don't like.

Need to watch star wars after hsc (the older ones) because I feel like I am missing out. Also I watched half of the bourne supremacy today stopped because my mum was screaming at me to go upstairs and study.

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We're slow dancing in a burning room

John Mayer is so under appreciated why? he is talented af.

Watched Friends with Benefits it was so cute. Only about 4 years late. 

Oh and lol emma stone dumped Justin Timberlake at the beginning of the movie because he was late to John Mayer's concert and they missed a song. So many quoteable quotes in this movie.

Tina is queen fo reals breaking into school to get her pencil case back. 

Budding engineers doing robogals. Amy looks so unsure. Why. I really should be studying for engo rn. Its going so badly I know nothing.

THE BACHELORETTE IS SO GOOD HAHAHAHA guys are so much more chill and less bitchy than girls but that kinda makes it less entertaining because no one is being mean. Its so refreshing and not as tense. The model David is sooooo annoying omg hes so egotistical. Going for the British dude (he could be 007), football player and singer/guitar guy. 

Now I'm watching scream queens and its making me want to watch AHS.  Lea Michele is playing Rachel Berry 2.0. But it has funky cinematography. HAHAHAH JK ITS SO FUNNYY. Its seriously AHS x Glee with the weird horrorish stuff in a college setting. Basically I am watching everything when I should be studying. oops. going to do some maths so I don't feel like I'm doing nothing even tho I'm doing nothing. 

My graduation flowers are dying. just like my hsc.

My mum was trying to title her fb album "Happy 21st Birthday to our Little Cynthia Turned" and I was like uhhhhhhhhh that doesn't make sense. GO SCREAM QUEENS.

spoiler alert

What I learnt today: what causes pins and needles (constricted blood vessels so no blood supply & oxygen for ur nerves so you go all numb)

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I got a jar of dirt

WE NEED TO HAVE A LORD OF THE RINGS MARATHON!!!!!!!!!!!

So many people in our group have yet to experience the glory of Legolas and his perfect hair. And no fiona deng IT IS NOT BORING. but hey at least you gave it a go and I respect your opinion (kind of). some people hate if before even attempting to watch it??? like fk off m8 u r narrow minded af. it is 9 hours of adventure you need to see before you die.

I feel like I'm so open minded all the time but some people say no before they like even try to find out a lil bit about it. This doesn't only apply to movies btw. If you can recall a situation where I've been totally not open minded please let me know. Its annoying when you are really interested in something but other people are just like ew gross. 

Ok yeh just realised I do it with fd a lot oops like with her pugs. Also everyone makes fun of lulu and her biebs but she can't help who she likes. 

Or maybe I should just respect that some people don't like fantasy hmmmmmmmmm. but I cannot fathom how you can NOT like fantasy in the end its just a normal movie with a bit of fiction in the mix...its not like heavy metal which is so niche. real questions. how to be a person. how to be normal. i'm subconsciously inconsiderate but sometimes consciously inconsiderate.

Also I do not care about our environment enough I really should be caring more. But i recycle unlike the rest of my family. My mum came into my room shouting "CAN'T STAND THE SIGHT OF THIS", took my overflowing recycling box and dumped the contents (mostly Mcc physics notes) into the normal bin and I started screaming at her like wtf she is such a child sometimes. 

Watched the first 2 Pirates of the Caribbean movies over the past 2 days and lol the first one was so funny tbt to when Jack Sparrow was interesting and weird but not too weird. I used to watch 1 and 2 over and over again when I was younger and my love for potc has not died.

Also a few months ago I watched Bourne Ultimatum because I thought it was the first Bourne movie and I remember thinking it was so boring because he didn't know who he was and they never fully explained it so I was like ugh this moving is so lame wtf is going on and I also remember that this is when connie lianne and I had the LIANUS conversation where connie was telling me to stop watching the movie....then after going on wiki I realised I was watching the 3rd movie not the 1st.

So yeh that happened and I finally watched Bourne Identity today and it was very good. Will watch Bourne Supremacy tmr.

Did like 10 mins of engo study today. hahaha fked.

Am I arrogant? I'm a lil arrogant. I wonder if arrogant people know if they are being arrogant or if it is subconscious. Maybe I'm being arrogant right now I just don't know it.

These days I am like another person watching and evaluating everything I do. So if I'm talking to someone in my head I'm like hey that sounded strange or oh her tone of voice is weird or am I sounding too eager or depressed. Its the weirdest thing. So I can't have normal conversations because I will be observing the conversation instead of participating in WHILE I'M TALKING. Its so hard to explain. Idk if I used to do that. Feng thinks shes a sociopath and I thought I was one too a while ago but I concluded I wasn't but I forgot why.

Do you guys ever catch yourself thinking about that saying thats like "you learn something new everyday"? Well I do learn new things everyday so I might start ending my posts with w/e I learnt that day (spiritual/physical/metaphysical/self/existential/spontaneous/cultural/societal/political/ideological/planned/confronting/enlightening/environmental/ontological discoveries) but its probs going to be dumb stuff because trying to start studying for hsc.

What I learnt today: a refractory material is one that retains its strength at high temperatures (like refractory cements and stuff). Sorry its not profound.

Sorry my blog is so boring its more of a diary for myself so please unfollow if you don't want my mind poop.

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